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Monday 2 December 2013

Sleeping and Waking

This morning a small amount maybe 4 or 5grams of re-hydrated Salvia leaves chewed. Our beingness emerged. When I'm fully awake, all have awakened. Meaning when I'm awake you too are awake, everyone is awake. Then we return, only when I return I'm still awake and all else have forgotten their wakeful state. In actual fact we don't fall asleep, our true nature is constant wakefulness, what happens here is we forget that this is a dream and get lost inside it.

The trick is to remain awake, our point of being here is to lucidly dream. We're all like zombie's here, the walking dead, the key is to always remain with that awake fully aware life force.

To change the world you would have to go to each individual and convince them that the identity they have assumed is a fictional character, whether you have been treated well or you have lived all kinds of suffering, you have by the power vested in you chosen the role you are now playing. Now I understand more clearly what Krishnamurti was getting at when he said that the crisis was in man.

How can you say to a woman being raped that she specifically chose to have that experience, or an abused child that the experience they are having is their own doing? Yet the fact is we choose the roles we play, and we do it in an unconscious unaware state completely hiding from our true state of being. To see through all the bullshit you need to be lucid, you need to remain awake. When you remain awake and in that full awareness of your real true identity the role you play has no effect upon it but that true self completely changes the conditions of the dream.

Again there were the bodily movements, as if everything around me had a living force and was actively doing something to it. There was a very sharp pain in right ear followed by heat, then same thing in left ear only less painful. Something occurring behind the eyes, a movement. Sight blurred a little.

Amazingly with the quidding that extract migraine is gone.
I recall opening my eyes a bit where there was a kind of visible phenomena that I felt could be visible even without Salvia, something for me to keep an eye out for.


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