Updates for 2025 - New Insights and Discoveries

 2025 has been another year of learning. So much growth this year. I have made some very profound discoveries. 

In brief, the human form is like an electrical vessel with a field, a very energetic field all around it that can be manipulated. The field can be working optimally or with chaotic output input. 

Your work is to repair and rebuild this field.

This year that is what I have been doing. Food, supplements self care are essential. It is more than just what you put in your body. I can't condense all this information in this one post.

I'll give an example of what I learned. We attract and repel people (other energies) based on the state of our field. 

I have looked more in depth into neurotransmitters, have learned so much I can read people after getting to know them a little. Traits, habits everything helps with the analysis. 

Often times we may attract characters that seem to be in conflict with our field - undesirable, bad unwanted players in this game of life. Sometimes these characters are undesirable  but somehow we invite them through our field. Just the meeting of one person can have a ripple effect. 

I had met one such person, following their traits, habits etc. Now she wasn't bad or undesirable, in fact we got along quite well but there some things that felt like I can do without. 

She was a chronic smoker, a sharp intelligent woman whom I shared apartment with. Now this was a temporary arrangement but at some point the idea came to my mind and I am not sure how but I determined that if I could match the levels of the neurotransmitter she was stimulating it would,  by my theory I had cooked up, repel her. So I experimented, lo and behold she had to leave after this and could not remain in the apartment. 

I continued these experiments and still to this day carry on learning and growing. 

When a person comes into your space whether desirable or not its because you bring some element to the field based on where you are and the growth you must do. They say like attracts like but actually two opposing forces attract just like a magnet. 

In my situation I increased Acetylcholine levels to either match or surpass the levels of the woman in my space. The effect was instant. Now I don't go around matching my levels to that of those around me but I certainly do use it as a cue. I follow a map as a guide, when to increase which biochemistry in my body. And it's not just neurotransmitters, I also manipulate levels of hormones and other chemicals and processes in the body.

The biological system of the human form is essential to any spiritual development. By manipulating this bodily system effectively we can awaken all our special abilities that right now remain dormant. 

Working to renew rebuild the field also helps attract positive experiences. 

It has been an interesting year of experiments and I have so much to share. 

Third Eye Meditation

Strangely over the past two years I have had incredible difficulty meditating - can't seem to do it, I have completely forgotten what it was like to have an actual session where I've consciously meditated unless there has been a change that I can't identify.

An eg. this morning I was trying to let the body relax naturally and as this occurred there was an energetic kind of movement within exuding from within the body, like a magnetic force quickly snapping out from the center. Somehow this explains why I'm unable to meditate as I did in the past can't explain at this stage. Last few days I decided to try the Third Eye Meditation, it has been a very long time.


Here are Krishna's instructions:

Attention between Eyebrows,
let mind be before thought.
Let form fill with breath essence
to the top of the head and there shower as light.
 Explanation


The usual forehead pressures and sensations are present when I practice this and I have managed with this particular meditation, unfortunately so busy that I haven't had enough time to give third eye as much 'attention'. According to the explanation by Osho 'attention' is food for the third eye, the more attention you pay to the third eye the more you are feeding it. I slept through last night practicing this meditation and early in the morning had a Salvia type experience. The experience itself was sexual in nature, this time round I was not entirely aware of my physical body but the consciousness 'I' was in another body experiencing what they were experiencing.

I will keep up with the third eye meditation and see what happens with this.

Ear Infection and Third Eye Chakra Connection

About 3 weeks ago I developed an ear infection - the first time as an adult. It was horrible but I understand it could have been worse from others experience. I did initially think it could be due to my sudden intake of really bad dairy - non-organic and all that crap. It was during the easter holidays and holidays are a crisis period for me so I was going through some emotional disturbances. This is a part of my life that I need to address and resolve.

Anyways it mostly effected the right ear, first started with sharp stabbing pain and next day I woke up with crusty ear and liquid oozing out. After that my ear was pretty much blocked and I was partially deaf for maybe a week. Treated this with H202. I think this 'infection' cleaned something out causing further changes around third eye chakra which might even be linked to my recent 'spinning wheel' incident.

Chakra Work Reflections

I have wondered why it seems I have lost the ability to AP, at least the one's that use to happen without much effort never occur. I never get my previous astral exit signs (spinning, vibration, high pitch sound etc).

I thought maybe my desire to AP has diminished which could explain why I rarely have these experiences.

In terms of chakra and in relation to the Kundalini awakening what is occuring now is lower chakra work - one sign of this is my recent obsession with health and things very much earthly.
As a result of this all my energy is being channeled in these areas and the other areas such as AP etc which are related to upper chakras are working in a very different way now. I think the upper area is working deeply on expanding intuition which since this year has been going through a lot of fine tuning.

Power Chakra Sensitivity

Today I became aware that my Power Chakra (solar plexus) is starting to react to things that have become quite the norm for me but perhaps time to move away from.

Lately there has been involuntary movement near stomach area - I can't really say which organ is actually pumping as it seems to have a ripple effect. When the pumping does occur I liken it to what El Collie mentioned about how it feels like you're being punched in the stomach. Though there isn't any pain sensation it definitely feels like being punched.

At first I thought might have gallstones' since recently my sis in law has opted for gallbladder removal due to gallstones.

I may try a system cleanse to assist in any removal of any toxins. Right now I have made significant changes in my diet - I won't say that I'm 100% there, but I've taken some rather big steps already.

Anyways back to the main point of this post. So, yesterday whilst cooking in the kitchen - someone was walking in the passageway. As the footsteps got closer to the kitchen my solar plexus did an internal jolting like tremor - being punched without the pain. At the same time I knew that the person about to enter the kitchen was one particular sister with whom I have a 'not so bad but not so good either' kind of relationship. Okay maybe it is a little bad. She is the kind of person who will demean you, make a joke at your expense, moody and easily irritable which is why I avoid her as much as possible.

The whole solar plexus jolting and punching sensation right at the centre of the solar plexus has been happening for over a week now but I don't recall in what circumstances they took place - didn't really think it was power chakra related. Today my dad had a panic attack over his finances - now the thing about my dad is he is always right and everyone else is always wrong so you could probably use your imagination to see what kind of relationship we have.

As he came to me with his problems to sort out my power chakra started being punched, perhaps an indication that I give away too much of my power or perhaps through vampiristic mechanism I have all this time unkowingly allowed others to suck on my life force.

I have already been told two weeks ago by someone that I take up too much responsitilies for others, that I am like a support centre. Also this guy (a psychologist, possibly a mind reader coz he read me like an open book) told me although it may seem that I am supporting others I am actually giving away so much to them which also means I am also taking away from them - that was an interesting discussion.

I have some serious Power Chakra issues. I think at this time I should start a gratitude journal, I've read that this practice nourishes the Power Chakra.