Powerful Intentions for the Dream

I wish I could record the thoughts that come spontaneously in live stream.

This morning I got into a discussion with my sister regarding a dream me and my other sisters have. It is a family project, they don't realize it but I'm actually using it as an experiment.

The discussion made me realize something as we etched out the plans, we were deliberately each adding to the dream. Talking about it each step of the way and it is something that we all see as solid, and I'm surprised how positive they have been. The positive energy is charging it in a way we each see it as something that is done, already exists as a potential that only needs to manifest.

So we were doing a lot of talking but at the same time something else was going on in the mind. Another layer screening through, there I thought about dreams and how they manifest. Our dream (me and the sisters) started off with a thought and it spread out, and as it takes shape I see the ripple effects and I see that the dream itself is some kind of effect from another dream.

The seed is planted and the roots have established yet from here I see not only the trunk but the branches, twigs leaves and even the fruits of that tree. but for both of us it wasn't that it was an outcome to take place in some future time, it exists now.

I see how the story of the past actively contributed to the outcome as if interwoven within the dream. We both saw how each of our skill sets were meant to be, that what we were involved with in the past has contributed to what we are now doing. How everyone involved right now had to go through a particular phase in order for this probability to manifest, to make its appearance. That is what the little dream is, a  probabilitiy out of the pool of inifinite probabilities.

All the things unfolding was like a jigsaw puzzles - the pieces are connecting creating the bigger picture.

It's really like seeing the process of karma face to face or another adequate description would be seeing the domino effect, or the ripple effect.

Our conversation was the general mundane stuff most people discuss but I was learning something very significant from it.

It got deeper when I mentioned how its so important that what we do, contributes somehow to mankind. We don't want to establish ourselves only to live a lavish lifestyle, it must mean something more than that. She responded immediately with the idea of setting up a charity, her and another sister have already decided on this. Their aim being to help those stuck in poverty, to help the sick and especially to do something about the corruption in third world countries in order to alleviate the suffering of these poor people. She mentioned that her desire was to set a school up in a particular third world country to give opportunity to these poor souls a chance to get educated. My honest opinion is, wow! don't we already have thousands if not a million of these and how have they helped?

I couldn't understand it, it was almost as if I was seriously being tested. Here was a do gooder, and I think this quality is naturally built in with all beings, to help alleviate the suffering of the world. It is a worthy cause the charities spoken of but only if you look at the surface. I wasn't looking at the surface, going deeper into it I saw that these actions no matter how well meaning they appear only actively contributed to the problem. Outwardly you will see some significant improvement - someone somewhere just might not starve for at least one night, someone might get educated and so on. But deep down it was contributing to the problem at large. And the problem at large is this, that humans do not even know what the problem or condition is, they do not even know what they are suffering from.

The human suffering is this - not knowing who we are and pretending to be something we are not. This is the only suffering and all else a delusion created by our false characters, the roles we play.

So how do I myself help others now understanding my own condition, having seen what the condition is and knowing who I really am - how do I help others see it, and help them break through their own suffering.

I only get glimpses of this, it does not remain. My condition somehow takes over again, think of it as a cancer relapse.

Yet when the veil lifts for even just a second, I am cured of everything -  nothing can perturb the mind. This is the original state, our natural state and there is no denying it.

This is just a mini dream version of the big dream.

You know the big dream in which we are all characters, this dream has many layers of other dreams each dream having some kind of ripple effect.There is something calling now, it seems to be coming from the big dream to emit something through the little dream and focusing on the probabilities I saw a potential, a probability that if manifested can awaken mankind.

I read another blog about Salvia experiences and randomly going through the post there was mention of a movie, the desire for Hollywood movie depicting the Salvia state.

I had a similar desire, an urge to have the effects of Salvia somehow portrayed in a movie at that time nothing solid was thought of it, it was a bubble of thought not yet pulsating with life. Now my absolute desire is this, to make a movie that will not be about awakening it most likely will not even be about Salvia but the effect of watching it will be equivalent of a Salvia trip, the equivalent to waking up.

Honestly, I see this now that my current intentions, the dream with which I'm starting is headed in this direction. The metaphorical fruit that I see on the tree is this movie.