The Signal

This has been picking on my mind. I had an experience with Salvia some time ago that has returned to the surface which I recall vividly, will provide link when I find it.

Basically in the experience I perceived to be as usual my real self, but I had connected with all the self of what seemed like the entire of mankind. Every living being at that time was uniting as one singular awareness. As this occurred there was a signal, can't recall how the signal came about whether I heard it or felt it - there was definitely another sense  - perhaps it was all senses operating at the same time.

All I knew was the signal was important, and it doesn't occur just in that state even in our ordinary physical consciousness something is emitting this signal - only problem is nobody is actually tuning in let alone listening. I think something like this was shown in the movie Contact.

The important part is that everyone united in this way hears it at the same time, it seems this is essential. I believe this signal may be the same signal Robert Monroe was referring to in his later books. Will provide an excerpt later. I think there's also The Ringing Cedars series where Anastasia makes a reference to this signal.

You might consider that because I read books and watched a movie referring to this signal my mind is playing tricks and bringing that to the surface. But consider this, the clues are left in the things we see in everyday life as if someone deliberately left them there.

I intend to explore with Salvia again when the time feels right. One thing I have noticed is that each time I'm there they always ask what I wish for, somehow they want me to produce thoughts that is requesting something of them. It is as though they can't do anything until I ask a question or make some kind of statement. I am left confused when this happen especially when the ego is lurking there like a shadow  - the phantom in the room and naturally from here I make unusual requests things that baffle them they cannot compute when the request is made from my limited ego sense. A fluctuation between real self and ego.

When I am fully my actual self no questions arise, nothing arises it is almost as if everything is perfect and there is a sense of all things being hopeless here in our physical world drama.

I need to play around with this. One thing that I have to do when taking Salvia is let my mind be completely still, the silence itself is like an invisibility cloak so I'm hoping the entities will not be paying much attention - have to go beyond them.

The difficult part is not letting the ego suddenly take over, but it has its place. I don't think the ego is a menace to get rid of, but it needs to lose its sense of importance and governance over the realm of thoughts.

I have to come back with the ineffability of the experience and the ego which is simply a thought process needs to rearrange itself according to that so that when the transference occurs words are not lost in symbols.