Intruder Alert!

I was wondering whether to write about this.

I read up on a few Salvia trips, one person claiming that there are a few individuals who observe people online, maybe see how much they know, these same individuals can also observe you in your actual physical space perhaps even directly through your physical body.

I feel such an individual may have shown up.

First there is a discussion going on in another blog - about the reality that we see being a fictional story with fictional characters. Now suppose each fictional character is played by an actor - and this actor is the real person behind the character. When in the drama we forget that it is all an act and then it so happens that a few individuals raise their awareness and wake up to who they really are, to such a degree that they know a few tricks and they teach their characters certain skills - in a sense they master their role.

I have had an experience before, where I encountered a woman from the consensus reality. She stared at me with an expression of extreme shock. I later learned that in a salvia excursion she had thought I was a disincarnate spirit. It was only later that I once again encountered her in a salvia trip which cleared a lot of confusion for the both of us. I've known that I can bump into others like this, but I expected these to be almost accidental.

I never imagined that I would encounter anyone who observed me physically, my guess online and actually this individual may have deliberately arranged to hijack my space. Lets just say I met the actor, I sensed it was a male, who is able to go back to his role as the character he is playing in the dream or drama and register all the details he got of the character I have assumed - not only that I am sure he knows how to come back in my space.

A Salvianaut or astralnaut or whatever, I don't care - next time you knock before you enter! Maybe I should take these words back considering I have done quite a bit of intruding my self but these have made me feel quite uncomfortable at times.

Here are the details of what occurred.

By 10:40 am I had chewed two teaspoon of rehydrated crumbled Salvia.  I had awareness of my real true identity but there was also a blending of the character here - so I am wearing the mask and a bit of this character I portray here remains there. I relaxed deeper this time. Past two days eating very little and managed to fast for 13 hours, the body works have been a little stronger and vigorous.

As I relaxed those beings were present, mostly familiar but this time I was trying to understand whether they are peoploids or what as I'm not quite familiar with the salvia terms used. Then a being entered much like these forms - they are gigantic and they do not just appear through closed eyelids but open eyes as well - I think maybe they are in my eyes so that whether I close or open them I see them. With open eyes it feels like they are bleeding through the material world.

They appear huddled together, all observe me but in general there is a knowing that occurs. They look like humans but there is not that solid kind of appearance and color is usually different shades of one, they look very much 2d and fluid movements. This part is important I perceive them more than I actually visually see them, another way of seeing.

It feels to me these are the same ones that can also form into moving shadows and other forms. I will observe them in more detail next time.

Suddenly I feel another form storming in, urgently as if to capture something before it's gone. I sense this individual is male in the earth plane. He is very curious looking all around and I immediately have this sense that he has been observing me online. This individual here has made a deliberate attempt to visit and I had this undeniable knowing that he has indeed been watching.

I've understood a few things, he has been doing this for some time, is able to consciously do this maybe without the use of Salvia. My head went a little crazy last night, the movements a lot more stronger shaking almost violently and breathing has been quite shallow - feeling breathless and full lungs at the same time. My lungs can't hold this much oxygen.