Electric Kundalini Sexual Energy with Benjamin Button and Wisdom's Voice

After I awoke around 1am, there was just no sleeping for me. This is of course terrible considering I tried an experiment where I had turkey for a meal followed by grape juice just to help tryptophan cross the brain barrier. The result is usually a long restful sleep.

5am I am still trying my best to fall asleep. My mind is rampant with thoughts and then I simply decide to think about someone I absolutely love. This put my mind at ease and soon I began to relax. But not for long. I think I entered some kind of meditative state of mind. There is an electrical like feeling in my right hand. The electricity is coursing through the veins. A tingling current like charge travelling up into the neck region where I feel something is concentrating in the back of the neck. Something was happening to my entire body. My teeth began to chatter as my entire body was vibrating with this electricity funnelling throughout the veins.

I literally thought I was dying even though I had some feeling it was Kundalini related. This sort of stuff has not happened in so long and was completely unexpected. I remember some point the right arm lifted and I thought oh goodie I can move and snap out of this. 

I got up just barely lifting my head and then a mans voice penetrated my ear drums, or perhaps it was really a voice in my head. "Stay still or your body will get destroyed, do not move at all" he said it with urgency but at the same time callously. I was beginning to worry that I really am possessed by some entity. I listened and decided to relax on the off chance that I could cause some serious damage if I moved because I myself was already convinced this energy feels dangerous. The energy continued to course through and I was at breaking point. I didn't think I could endure it for much longer and decided that either way I'm going to turn into a pancake. A burnt pancake. My brain was being fried!

If I opened my mouth even slightly my teeth would chatter and then I clenched them and noticed the energy was able to course through the body smoothly whereas opening mouth even a tiny bit meant struggling with the vibrating energy. I endured for quite some time.

I suddenly found myself in another place, another room. I am with a guy I get involved with sexually. It seems I know him and both of us are charged with a high amount of sexual energy. I realize he has receding hair line and could be much older than me. Suddenly he changes form and I wonder whether I am still with the same person. I feel his face and right before my eyes his from is changing. He is younger and better looking. I tell him that he is looking younger, that his look is transforming. He tells me that I am the one who is doing it and I realize that I was actually thinking about him becoming younger and different looking.

We get out of bed and walk into some kind of office. Suddenly I am smothering him with kisses, I seem to be madly in love with him. Feeling a very strange connection. After I kiss him a few times he has suddenly turned into a kid which leaves me shocked and I realize I need to stop. He gives me a very knowing look to imply that I really need to be aware.

I put him on the chair smiling embarrassingly. It was like The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. Suddenly I could feel that electricity still coursing through the body and soon I snapped out of it panting heavily. That was quite an experience so much that I kept thinking what might have changed internally. One of my thought was that something is with me. The hands floating, the voice it all seems related to some kind of possession. It was 6:10am and I decided not to dwell on it and try to catch up on sleep.

It was daunting because I seriously did not want to have to endure anything like that again. Still I closed my eyes trying to relax. I begin having very vivid dreams. I dreamed about my sisters going through a rough patch. I am in one sisters house eating peanut butter and chocolate muffins. In one dream there are various people with certain conditions, one looks like an actor I've seen before on tv shows, I think in 24 (president Logan). They seem like they've mutated somehow. I walk in with others and the energy seems to change. The actor seems to be channelling something very powerful in that room. He is saying that the one's that will win will be focused on their individuality or have an individual focus. Something along those lines. I woke up around 9:10am.

Battle With A Shadow Man

This happened sometime last week but never got round to writing about it. It was a general astral type experience where I'm floating in and out of consciousness. At some point I'm in bed and there is a black figure above me. Some might call this a shadow person but my room was dark. I felt like it was trying to get inside me, instantly I began chanting "God loves me, He is my savour and He will save me". Feeling like maybe that will not work and I will have to do something myself I started saying "I banish all evil from me".

Moments later I felt like I had some strength in my arms, began lifting them to fight with it. It had a very magnetic like feel. As I pushed it away I felt my fingers were bending until eventually I just snapped out of it. Phew!

Meeting In Secret Place

I woke up around 12ish am and then attempted to fall asleep again at 3am. Relaxed and then at some point out of the body moving rapidly without control south east. I see my niece are able to see me (cannot verify - 1 and 2 year old). They look at me, I'm a little concerned they've woken up from their sleep and sister is not aware. Still I am moving in the same direction away from them.

Can't recall things in sequence. At some point I'm aware that I am entering a restricted place. There are men in what looks like space suits. Someone gives go ahead to allow me to join them and I am somewhere that seems to be secret. Somehow I know I am going to lose memory of all the incidents that have taken place and that is the part that I remember most vividly. They actually allowed me to tour around this secret place knowing that I am going to forget.

Vivid Dream Fried My Brain

I have been doing lots of dreaming, pretty much every morning waking up very aware of my dreams. In a recent dream, I dreamed of a normal ordinary scenario with some resemblance to reality. I am drawing on a piece of paper of a man with a moustache, he seems familiar (someone I have seen in a salvia experience before).

I am focusing on the moustache when suddenly the speed at which I am drawing is incredibly rapid and my head is literally moving left right in a very robotic manner as though I were processing too fast. Woke up feeling odd sensation in the middle of the forehead. Had a headache, felt like my brain had just fried.

I kept attributing it to the fact of the recent work I had to do where I was using mathematical formulas to work out calculations of probabilities such as the chi square test. Working with a lot of numbers in recent times means more of the left hemisphere of the brain operating, somehow this has been blending with the use of the right hemisphere which is to do with creativity such as drawing.

Propelling body and through the tunnel astral experiences

I have recently experienced two astral trips. In one I became so alarmed because my legs suddenly went upwards, as though someone grabbed them and was propelling my entire body out of bed.
I was then viewing various scenes through what seemed like a hole, like a binoculars or something.

Another night / early morning similar, only as I relaxed eyes closed, in the darkness in front of me I felt a motion like I was going through a tunnel until I was even able to make out the movement visually and then witnessed various other scenes. The scenes themselves are vague to me now but I'm sure there was no significance to them.

Dream of A Clinical Life

I slept a good 6 hours trying to match my circadian rhythm according to the sun rise and sun set. I woke up after 1 am and messed up my routine by exposing myself to light and phone light. Need to work on my late night browsing habits (something that has only worsened from work).

At 4am I attempted to fall asleep and after some difficulty I managed to dose off. I became hyper aware of my sleeping body, I could literally feel it shutting down. I enter several scenes and end up in a scene where I am in some kind of clinic.

I am out of control of my behavior in this scene but take charge soon enough almost as if I am trying to take this persona in that state.

When I achieve this control I look around me. It looks like a hospital, not at all modern. There are people walking about and in one room there are standard beds with patients sleeping. I see a man who seems to be my father (in this vision). As I observe my life here I wonder if it has some parallel significance to my current life and career path I have chosen (holistic healing, health and nutrition). I'm sure there was more activity after this, right now my recall is bad.

Extra Sleep For Dream Activity and The Magician

Lately I have been exploring on methods to improve my sleep. For a few days I had improved this greatly mostly eating turkey to use tryptophan from food source rather than supplement. I have been taking some honey with it which is what I believe helped me sleep like a baby.

Keeping room dark and getting into bed shortly after sunset without blasting my eyes with a phone or tablet screen is helping immensely. Now also using ear phones as an ear plug and this is making me sleep a lot longer.

I have had very interesting dreams, some bizarre and some very much related to daily life. Last slept the longest for 11 hours. I think I slept that long because my happy streak had been messed up day before when I achieved only 3 hours so I seemed to have made up for lost sleep.

I became alert at one point during sleep mode when I knew I was in my room, body asleep and then suddenly arms floating up. Moving on their own I let them do what they will. Suddenly the hands gestured to objects in front of me showing me things. It feels like another presence moving my arms. This has been happening for so long it just seems so ordinary now. I started to feel really bored, I recall just thinking This is getting so boring. Then my right arm raised up and like a magician it swiped the arm and voila in front of me the wall had changed so that rather than a magnolia wall I was staring at vintage design wallpaper. I was now excited because I felt like I was transported into a different place.

After this I cannot recall what happened just some dreams with my parents and other family members.