Herbs that allow the Soul Dance and The Eye

So I have been experimenting with another herb. It's pretty amazing, a part of me opens up like I have never witnessed my entire life.

I don't chase after or expect it as it does come to the surface. In one experience I was listening to The Shaman's Heart, a hemisync music album. My body started to naturally move to the rhythm and the beats, I was dancing in unison with the sounds. A tremendous sense of joy burst out of me, and there was just pure happiness. I was partaking of something that was true, that was very real. I guess this is the euphoria.

I do have a lot of sexual experiences when on this, but again do not chase after it. It's like the entire body has it's own will and chooses to orgasm. I think this is some kind of extraordinary energy.

My most recent experience I listened to TGE Sleep Exploration, hemisync audio and my head swayed in a particular pattern and rhythm as if a part of me was listening to the audio in a way that very different to how body responds to it when in the usual sense of awareness. Almost like I'm allowing something to come through whilst in this state.

I looked up at the ceiling and the beings there became visible to me like they do with Salvia but with something else added to the entire phenomena. There is one light that was bulging with an eyeball, it's form was like an eyeball starting down directly at me. And now even if I'm not under the influence of these herbs I can still see it clearly, it looks as if some part of the brain started operating and I learned to see differently and now I know I can see it so I see it. At the same time when I witnessed the open eye I felt a pressure in the middle of the forehead. In another lightbulb I saw vividly the face of a man looking down. Again all around me just like in Salvia, there are forms that I witness and coming out of the state I can still see it, perhaps not so clearly but can do so if I were incredibly quiet in my mind.

I'll be trying out some of the more advanced hemi-sync tracks with these herbs.

The Unknowing

Late night around 1am took Salvia. Here are notes I managed to record coming out of that state. Text in red is afterthoughts for some clarification.

Unknow what is known

You don't exist these things do not exist they are knowledge what is known is in the head.

Everything that we see in life or experience is a part of what is in the mind, thoughts, memories etc.

A certain thing is part of a pattern.

They control a function of something

As example I am detoxing body but they control outcome using my thoughts and expectations

Physically I have certain things releasing (even psychologoically) they’re doing it.

I started to see the forces that controlled everything, the results of my thoughts and actions etc

It’s the knowing. Knowledge that we exist. What exists isn’t what really exists. Everything every one who reads exist as remnants of my mind. 

All things external were internalizing, or I was viewing everything that took place externally, internally. It was like everything outside of me was thought into being. I was thinking of this blog and how I was really in particularly not actually communicating with anyone, it only exists as the mind solidifies it.

What exists is timeless.

What happens to me in my life is in my head

If all knew one would not grieve the dead.

What I say isn’t to be taken seriously

If I tell divulge any secrets to you it is you are the figment of imagination, I am alone.

I have died. Let me be the one to tell you Never mourn the dead, not even the dying.

There is a great sense of peace in this state of pure understanding

A Nothern Lights Prequel

This is like a prequel to my last three posts.

Since writing about my intention to use Salvia whilst watching a pre recorded video of the nothern lights I have been majorly distracted.

Today was so unusual, first my day was pretty bad. I blamed it on heavy detoxing, which has been the case so much repressed anger just shooting out of me. I thought great, definitely iodine detox symptom.

Then I get a letter with bad news, nearly bad news which simply means extra task on the endless lists of tasks I've accumulated.

As if things couldn't get worse I went shopping for grocery and making my way home I was chased by two asshole thugs that I wanted to beat up but couldn't for fear they would end up grabbing hold of the gold chain given to me by my mother. So I ran not for precious life, but the precious around my neck.

I recall when I came out of the grocery the boys were sitting on bars. They looked like teens 17 or older. Definitely like thugs. When I walked out of the parking area, got this unusual sense coursing through my body which happened once when I was young. It's called instinct, and it told me to fucking run! I ran until my lungs pretty much collapsed.

The incident was quite unusual in the way it took place. As I ran away from them they were actually walking, it was their eyes that were telling me that they're after me and that is perhaps what made me run at first. In the path that I was taking there was another path which one could take in order to reach the same area I was running towards. When I saw them on the other path, they wouldn't remove their gaze from me. It was a very knowing like they were onto me kind of look.

The fact that they were on that path so quickly was what shocked me, like they knew where to find me.

I hate to sound paranoid and delusion but I'm sure there is a dark force, and this same dark force can operate through people.

OMG! Trust nobody!
I've also recently from the exacerbated stress started to get drawn to mj.
I think the distractions in the past few days have been trying to deter me from delving too deep into this, for even considering using Salvia to watch those lights and decipher what was taking place.

The evidence is there, it will teach us, show us something about reality that we simply refuse to see. The moment we wake up to these great forces everything can and shall change. My question is how can I reveal it without getting killed as I attempt to do so.

The Truth is really right in front of our very eyes, it's not far at all. Our eyes has to open somehow to see it. This changes everything.

Good luck, to whoever dares to look.

Spectacular Nothern Lights Evidence of the Truth 2

How could it be? Their form so spectular as they move across the sky. The movements of the light is theit movement. Like large beings across the form so hard to grasp. There are many, some who are moving in a certain direction. This is pre recorded video of the spectacular nothern lights but I understand around me more clearly after seeing the nothern lights, as clear as day the Truth is in front of my very eyes. Everyone, as you look up all around you watch at the play of shadows and light, observe carefully, you will be amazed.

I remember the beings around me would always look up now I understand clearly why. I can scream this and shout it through the rooftop. I can literally show this, the evidence is there.

People have done it in the past, these great beings were connected to them. Jesus knew all this it was people who made a religion out of it, for him the process is as simple as this.

That sense is there this is dangerous, for in every age when one awakened with intent to awaken the world and help others rise there was always a dark force lingering to destroy any hope for that happening.

This is no concern at all, as I shout out in awe of the splendor and glory in the sky and trying to grab everyones attention to this, I will be called a loony.

Spectacular Nothern Lights Evidence of the Truth 1

In the nothern lights its them, their beings moving across the sky, their actual forms. The Truth that I can see is everywhere. We've been blinded.

Open your eyes observe

What made us so blind?

I have proof of the Truth about this reality, something you don't see. I have the evidence of what I'm witnessing. I can show you. At least I'm sure some part of your brain has to awaken. They don't want everyone to know.

Today my life was kind of in danger where two boys started chasing me. The entire incident was scary I ran for my life.

I am dangerous, armed with this information and this much they won't let me stay here. People like me who can change everything, we're either silenced if we can't stay quiet or something is done. I know that me in this state is not wanted. They don't want me to know because I can prove what I see. I can see what is taking place in front of me.

To them I am dangerous, the ones who have known I believe their lives have been threatened in some ways. Some force doesn't want me to know and be able to tell the world or anyone.

Anyways nobody will believe me, I'm just a loony right now.

Spectacular Northern Lights filmed over Iceland

I've been viewing this video

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-europe-34092537

It gave me idea to do the salvia whilst watching it. Without Salvia I watched it and realized that these aren't just any lights, obviously because of how amazingly beautiful it all looks.

If you watch it carefully you will be able to witness the same beings I encounter in my Salvia sessions. I watched it without Salvia and noticed the play of light and shadows and colors and it all became very apparent to me.

I'm going to watch it whilst taking Salvia, will update shortly.

I wish I had more time to reveal it all, but it's a good thing I don't lest I get in trouble.

Here's what's said about Nothern Lights

"The Northern Lights are seen on Earth as spectacular splashes of colour in the night sky.

On Thursday experts say amateur star-gazers have the best chance in years of seeing them in all their glory.
The powerful rays can interfere with airline navigation systems, satellites and even NASA space crews - so they all had to be on high alert.
But if you're wondering what causes the night sky to glow, check out Leah's report to find out more..."

http://www.bbc.co.uk/newsround/16710703

Something big is going to happen on the 5th

My sister woke up around 2pm, a bit earlier I had been napping from feeling major fatigue.

She told me she had a spectacular vivid dream where she met my eldest sister's mother-in-law who had passed away from cancer some two years ago. In the dream she was wearing lilac, make up and looked very pretty, also a lot younger. She seemed cheerful and happy. My sister apologized for not going to see her, that life got in the way to which she replied that it was absolutely fine. She stated that the place she is in now, she is very happy there.

She then said "I'm here to tell you something very important. Something big is going to happen on the 5th, I can't tell you all the details. I don't know what month it will happen and I cannot tell you everything."

Sis obviously had a million questions but dream faded into another dream, however upon awakening from sleep she remembered it so vividly. Having told everyone we all began discussing what could happen and in what month. It was all so cryptic.