I was wondering whether to write about this.
I read up on a few Salvia trips, one person claiming that there are a few individuals who observe people online, maybe see how much they know, these same individuals can also observe you in your actual physical space perhaps even directly through your physical body.
I feel such an individual may have shown up.
First there is a discussion going on in another blog - about the reality that we see being a fictional story with fictional characters. Now suppose each fictional character is played by an actor - and this actor is the real person behind the character. When in the drama we forget that it is all an act and then it so happens that a few individuals raise their awareness and wake up to who they really are, to such a degree that they know a few tricks and they teach their characters certain skills - in a sense they master their role.
I have had an experience before, where I encountered a woman from the consensus reality. She stared at me with an expression of extreme shock. I later learned that in a salvia excursion she had thought I was a disincarnate spirit. It was only later that I once again encountered her in a salvia trip which cleared a lot of confusion for the both of us. I've known that I can bump into others like this, but I expected these to be almost accidental.
I never imagined that I would encounter anyone who observed me physically, my guess online and actually this individual may have deliberately arranged to hijack my space. Lets just say I met the actor, I sensed it was a male, who is able to go back to his role as the character he is playing in the dream or drama and register all the details he got of the character I have assumed - not only that I am sure he knows how to come back in my space.
A Salvianaut or astralnaut or whatever, I don't care - next time you knock before you enter! Maybe I should take these words back considering I have done quite a bit of intruding my self but these have made me feel quite uncomfortable at times.
Here are the details of what occurred.
By 10:40 am I had chewed two teaspoon of rehydrated crumbled Salvia. I had awareness of my real true identity but there was also a blending of the character here - so I am wearing the mask and a bit of this character I portray here remains there. I relaxed deeper this time. Past two days eating very little and managed to fast for 13 hours, the body works have been a little stronger and vigorous.
As I relaxed those beings were present, mostly familiar but this time I was trying to understand whether they are peoploids or what as I'm not quite familiar with the salvia terms used. Then a being entered much like these forms - they are gigantic and they do not just appear through closed eyelids but open eyes as well - I think maybe they are in my eyes so that whether I close or open them I see them. With open eyes it feels like they are bleeding through the material world.
They appear huddled together, all observe me but in general there is a knowing that occurs. They look like humans but there is not that solid kind of appearance and color is usually different shades of one, they look very much 2d and fluid movements. This part is important I perceive them more than I actually visually see them, another way of seeing.
It feels to me these are the same ones that can also form into moving shadows and other forms. I will observe them in more detail next time.
Suddenly I feel another form storming in, urgently as if to capture something before it's gone. I sense this individual is male in the earth plane. He is very curious looking all around and I immediately have this sense that he has been observing me online. This individual here has made a deliberate attempt to visit and I had this undeniable knowing that he has indeed been watching.
I've understood a few things, he has been doing this for some time, is able to consciously do this maybe without the use of Salvia. My head went a little crazy last night, the movements a lot more stronger shaking almost violently and breathing has been quite shallow - feeling breathless and full lungs at the same time. My lungs can't hold this much oxygen.
Friday, 25 October 2013
Tuesday, 22 October 2013
Winter Fasting and Body Works
I intend to fast during winter time, but not for long durations. Initially will try a few days at a time. Just drink water. During this time I need to consume easily digestable foods, stay away from sugar entirely which includes fruits. Meditate and simply relax.
I absolutely must make time for the Body Works. This is the most important part of the process. I have been going through a whole lot of changes these past few years which involved transforming diet but the Body Works allows the body to take care of itself without the aid of consuming food.
I absolutely must make time for the Body Works. This is the most important part of the process. I have been going through a whole lot of changes these past few years which involved transforming diet but the Body Works allows the body to take care of itself without the aid of consuming food.
Clarity of the Senses
The Head Process
I think right now a lot of the work is taking place directly around the head region. Head is constantly bouncing and bopping. Last night, went to bed early and let the energy do its thing. Head rotations and sudden jolt like shifting left and right as if shaking something off. Soon drifted off and then an hour later I awakened to hear external music.
The sounds outside were producing a melody and I was absorbed in the clarity of this reception. The surrounding was crystal clear, HD quality.
Again this morning gave some time to just be aware of the motions. I relaxed and the same head movements, going a little deeper this time felt some intense sensations on the left side of face. A deep kind of tingling almost orgasmic. The sole of my left foot felt like it was being pierced with sharp pains, some of it in the knee cap and tailbone thumping and rocking. I guess the left side is being worked on.
Pressures building up and some minor shakes this morning. I felt like I lost awareness of what was taking place and when I opened eyes it was just a few minutes.
I really need to make some time for this, everyday maybe even dedicate a whole day. The many distractions of life just get in the way and I quickly forget that this body is going through a process and needs some genuine alone time where there is no doing and complete surrender.
I think right now a lot of the work is taking place directly around the head region. Head is constantly bouncing and bopping. Last night, went to bed early and let the energy do its thing. Head rotations and sudden jolt like shifting left and right as if shaking something off. Soon drifted off and then an hour later I awakened to hear external music.
The sounds outside were producing a melody and I was absorbed in the clarity of this reception. The surrounding was crystal clear, HD quality.
Again this morning gave some time to just be aware of the motions. I relaxed and the same head movements, going a little deeper this time felt some intense sensations on the left side of face. A deep kind of tingling almost orgasmic. The sole of my left foot felt like it was being pierced with sharp pains, some of it in the knee cap and tailbone thumping and rocking. I guess the left side is being worked on.
Pressures building up and some minor shakes this morning. I felt like I lost awareness of what was taking place and when I opened eyes it was just a few minutes.
I really need to make some time for this, everyday maybe even dedicate a whole day. The many distractions of life just get in the way and I quickly forget that this body is going through a process and needs some genuine alone time where there is no doing and complete surrender.
Monday, 21 October 2013
Morning Salvia Fasting Insights
This morning I soaked a small amount and accidentally transferred
some Salvia in a mug which I had thought was empty, it had water sitting
in there for a few days.
So the dose was reduced a bit more but I'm thinking this was no accident. The dose was a significant amount. Things like this are occuring more and more or I am noticing their significance. Everything that occurs feels to be the Self's mysterious work.
As I chew faces are more visible around me - there is a plastic bag just hanging out from behind a drawer and on it are extreme amount of detailed faces, vivid alive and moving.
I am connecting with others who make up the fabric of reality. The immediate surroundings which includes the physical body is brimming with life force.
Deep understandings come to me. Energy systems of what we know as cancer and other diseases are present. I feel the body heating up and trying to understand the energy near me. There is no fear on my part. My feet is especially hot, this can be likened to a detox. There were also sharp pains of things shifting. They were looking at me, waiting for me to open my eyes. I did so and at some point noticed that I controlled their movement - it was all me.
Eventually let the pains play out, smiled at them showing them that I was fine and can handle it. I might have been a little concerned, what if they needed to know when I felt pain so they don't overdo it? I honestly am unaware about the body's capacity to handle an instant transformation like this. One point I just showed them I was in a little pain and then smiled again. They must think I am weird.
I understood something about the current lifestyle choices I was making, one being on a high raw food diet. I had the realization that I could skip the process entirely and simply request the same energy or energy systems that people were using via incorporating a healthy diet.
It isn't that the raw food diet was healing me these past few years but rather changing the general makeup of how I subconsciously related with food and how this effected the body. It was changing those disruptive patterns of thinking that eventually led to unhealthy eating patterns. In a sense I was working it in reverse. It all boils down to thought. But thought has it's place and is simply a tool that shapes material reality.
The cells of the body are transforming. There is something pumped in the intestines, my abdominal organs begins to inflate. I am aware that I have to fast for the changes to occur smoothly. The body can be manipulated - not in terms of just movement but actual shape shifting. The colors of my eyes, even the shape of my head was able to instantly just transform.
I also received insights about connecting with others, and this is not the first time however I am being reminded on how to do this - once again so easy yet I keep forgetting.
Regarding fasting, this may be a little tough as this year I have picked up on quite a few addictions and then there's several projects that need my attention. I may explore on calling forth, it's more like greeting actually, the energies required for this rather than constantly thinking I need to eat a little more to have enough energy to carry out my tasks.
Sleep, rest, drink and fast. And play with these energies.
So the dose was reduced a bit more but I'm thinking this was no accident. The dose was a significant amount. Things like this are occuring more and more or I am noticing their significance. Everything that occurs feels to be the Self's mysterious work.
As I chew faces are more visible around me - there is a plastic bag just hanging out from behind a drawer and on it are extreme amount of detailed faces, vivid alive and moving.
I am connecting with others who make up the fabric of reality. The immediate surroundings which includes the physical body is brimming with life force.
Deep understandings come to me. Energy systems of what we know as cancer and other diseases are present. I feel the body heating up and trying to understand the energy near me. There is no fear on my part. My feet is especially hot, this can be likened to a detox. There were also sharp pains of things shifting. They were looking at me, waiting for me to open my eyes. I did so and at some point noticed that I controlled their movement - it was all me.
Eventually let the pains play out, smiled at them showing them that I was fine and can handle it. I might have been a little concerned, what if they needed to know when I felt pain so they don't overdo it? I honestly am unaware about the body's capacity to handle an instant transformation like this. One point I just showed them I was in a little pain and then smiled again. They must think I am weird.
I understood something about the current lifestyle choices I was making, one being on a high raw food diet. I had the realization that I could skip the process entirely and simply request the same energy or energy systems that people were using via incorporating a healthy diet.
It isn't that the raw food diet was healing me these past few years but rather changing the general makeup of how I subconsciously related with food and how this effected the body. It was changing those disruptive patterns of thinking that eventually led to unhealthy eating patterns. In a sense I was working it in reverse. It all boils down to thought. But thought has it's place and is simply a tool that shapes material reality.
The cells of the body are transforming. There is something pumped in the intestines, my abdominal organs begins to inflate. I am aware that I have to fast for the changes to occur smoothly. The body can be manipulated - not in terms of just movement but actual shape shifting. The colors of my eyes, even the shape of my head was able to instantly just transform.
I also received insights about connecting with others, and this is not the first time however I am being reminded on how to do this - once again so easy yet I keep forgetting.
Regarding fasting, this may be a little tough as this year I have picked up on quite a few addictions and then there's several projects that need my attention. I may explore on calling forth, it's more like greeting actually, the energies required for this rather than constantly thinking I need to eat a little more to have enough energy to carry out my tasks.
Sleep, rest, drink and fast. And play with these energies.
Sunday, 20 October 2013
Salvia Divinorum Experience Pt 2.
Several hours later, maybe around 4pm I chew the remaining dose of Salvia Divinorum leaf.
This time quietly resting on my back I relax and immediately the shift takes place. I go deep.
They come through the blood, the veins and arteries all bulging and they're moving. Beings of the blood.
Thoughts that outflow from me are powerful they are instructions must be clear and cautious with the thoughts not only in that state but also in the ordinary state, it is just in that state manifestation can be instantaneous - so you have to be very careful, think of someone's head to fall off and it would happen.
My brain was heating up, the sounds getting intense. I felt the inner world movement and how it correlated with the outer movement. The sounds got intense to a point where as I got lost in them something inside the stomach inflated and it was producing a sound.
That magnificent presence was there, I think it is always there it is simply a matter of being aware. It was extraordinary, having penetrated my entire surrounding I felt it was telling me to request something, to ask for anything my heart desired or wished and it would be. Everything around me had taken up a different quality.
I thought deeply, I was sort of rushing because this perception does not last long. I thought for a moment about how I would like to be free from a few responsibilities and how I thought only money could give me access to that possibility. So I asked for a big windfall of money to come my way.
Then I felt how daft it was to ask for such a small thing, even the beings around me were perplexed. Here I am in the midst of the Highest, most absolute Divine presence and all I can ask from it are some bank notes! It was like mining for jewels only to take away rubble. I changed my request to the wish for super powers. How very common of me, money and power. I think we all seek it, and it has its attractions portraying itself as freedom. Yet freedom is right beneath our feet.
Confused not sure at all what I wanted I remained humble and silent. Looking up at the ceiling now, this vast magnificent glorious luminous presence was too big to be concentrated in the form of just one being. It engulfed the entire space around me, its presence was deep inside everything.
I could feel it, perception almost closing down. I cried out begging it, to please stop me from going blind again. Asking it to not let this perception shut down.
I asked for it to help me see with this eye permanently and once again if I should fall asleep in a slumber, to awaken me.
Why is it that it disappears, not the presence but the awareness? Is it that this physical world has this much power over the mind that it subdues our true sight? Or the mind holds sway over the world that we don't see the real for real?
This time quietly resting on my back I relax and immediately the shift takes place. I go deep.
They come through the blood, the veins and arteries all bulging and they're moving. Beings of the blood.
Thoughts that outflow from me are powerful they are instructions must be clear and cautious with the thoughts not only in that state but also in the ordinary state, it is just in that state manifestation can be instantaneous - so you have to be very careful, think of someone's head to fall off and it would happen.
My brain was heating up, the sounds getting intense. I felt the inner world movement and how it correlated with the outer movement. The sounds got intense to a point where as I got lost in them something inside the stomach inflated and it was producing a sound.
That magnificent presence was there, I think it is always there it is simply a matter of being aware. It was extraordinary, having penetrated my entire surrounding I felt it was telling me to request something, to ask for anything my heart desired or wished and it would be. Everything around me had taken up a different quality.
I thought deeply, I was sort of rushing because this perception does not last long. I thought for a moment about how I would like to be free from a few responsibilities and how I thought only money could give me access to that possibility. So I asked for a big windfall of money to come my way.
Then I felt how daft it was to ask for such a small thing, even the beings around me were perplexed. Here I am in the midst of the Highest, most absolute Divine presence and all I can ask from it are some bank notes! It was like mining for jewels only to take away rubble. I changed my request to the wish for super powers. How very common of me, money and power. I think we all seek it, and it has its attractions portraying itself as freedom. Yet freedom is right beneath our feet.
Confused not sure at all what I wanted I remained humble and silent. Looking up at the ceiling now, this vast magnificent glorious luminous presence was too big to be concentrated in the form of just one being. It engulfed the entire space around me, its presence was deep inside everything.
I could feel it, perception almost closing down. I cried out begging it, to please stop me from going blind again. Asking it to not let this perception shut down.
I asked for it to help me see with this eye permanently and once again if I should fall asleep in a slumber, to awaken me.
Why is it that it disappears, not the presence but the awareness? Is it that this physical world has this much power over the mind that it subdues our true sight? Or the mind holds sway over the world that we don't see the real for real?
Saturday, 19 October 2013
Salvia Divinorum Experience Pt 1.
I haven't used Salvia in ages now, can't remember my last experience or perhaps I just buried it somewhere deep.
The leaves that arrived in the post were disappointing - all crumbled up finely. I managed to rehydrate it and strain. The dose was twice what I actually needed.
As I chewed, the feelings had changed. Transitioning to that other state, breathing body elasticity external changing. Becoming deeply aware of the inner world. Movements of beings in my surrounding being watched through my eyelids through that other sight which some might call Third Eye or Eye of Truth.
I can hear my siblings in the other room, their voices louder entering the ears. I could sense baby nephew was in the room. Like all babies he is special and has the ability to see with this eye of truth which with the roughening and the conditioning of todays society gets diminished.
He was making a sound and somehow because I could hear it these Beings followed the movement, and I felt that everything around me was extending from deep within me and they were traveling in these extensions. They were observing me at the same time awareness arising from within him my nephew. They were peering down at the baby but I was aware of them through him.
I was listening more clearly to my siblings and had this strange feeling they were talking about me. I got up slightly agitated I looked up at them almost stumbling over, doing a bit of power play now.
I get in the room, clearly I had interrupted something. My nephew is on the bed and approaching him I observe them around the room. He is at the stage where he is learning to crawl. With great urgency he tries on several occasions to lift himself up. Eventually I help him up. After a short while I carry him. Behaving very much normally and then I speak to him quietly and there is a moment where he is silent and gazes into my eyes.
Several times he peers over behind me as if playing with invisible friends, I know he sees them clearly and perhaps understands something with the same clarity.
I am still under the effects as I walk around with him but did not pay much attention to the others, in fact forgot about them.
Later I tried it once again - continued in my next post.
The leaves that arrived in the post were disappointing - all crumbled up finely. I managed to rehydrate it and strain. The dose was twice what I actually needed.
As I chewed, the feelings had changed. Transitioning to that other state, breathing body elasticity external changing. Becoming deeply aware of the inner world. Movements of beings in my surrounding being watched through my eyelids through that other sight which some might call Third Eye or Eye of Truth.
I can hear my siblings in the other room, their voices louder entering the ears. I could sense baby nephew was in the room. Like all babies he is special and has the ability to see with this eye of truth which with the roughening and the conditioning of todays society gets diminished.
He was making a sound and somehow because I could hear it these Beings followed the movement, and I felt that everything around me was extending from deep within me and they were traveling in these extensions. They were observing me at the same time awareness arising from within him my nephew. They were peering down at the baby but I was aware of them through him.
I was listening more clearly to my siblings and had this strange feeling they were talking about me. I got up slightly agitated I looked up at them almost stumbling over, doing a bit of power play now.
I get in the room, clearly I had interrupted something. My nephew is on the bed and approaching him I observe them around the room. He is at the stage where he is learning to crawl. With great urgency he tries on several occasions to lift himself up. Eventually I help him up. After a short while I carry him. Behaving very much normally and then I speak to him quietly and there is a moment where he is silent and gazes into my eyes.
Several times he peers over behind me as if playing with invisible friends, I know he sees them clearly and perhaps understands something with the same clarity.
I am still under the effects as I walk around with him but did not pay much attention to the others, in fact forgot about them.
Later I tried it once again - continued in my next post.
Saturday, 12 October 2013
11:11 Phenomena 2
I have been seeing the 11:11 a lot once again as well as other similar numbers like 04:44 and 02:22. It is always like this and has increased in frequency. I have been on the computer more and other devices so it could be a coincidence, but then I never have coincidences. I feel definitely this is some kind of messaging.
Actually this is the Universe IMing me. Without going too much into it I feel the Universe is saying to get ready because some kind of change is about to occur. I have been feeling a little drained lately, my energy focused on certain projects.
Last night went to bed early feeling so drained. Closed eyes lightness appeared, opened eyes to see that there was no physical external source. Closed eyes again, this occurred several times. Allowed the head to move as I went to sleep.
I am feeling the urge to take Salvia Divinorum once again, next week maybe.
Actually this is the Universe IMing me. Without going too much into it I feel the Universe is saying to get ready because some kind of change is about to occur. I have been feeling a little drained lately, my energy focused on certain projects.
Last night went to bed early feeling so drained. Closed eyes lightness appeared, opened eyes to see that there was no physical external source. Closed eyes again, this occurred several times. Allowed the head to move as I went to sleep.
I am feeling the urge to take Salvia Divinorum once again, next week maybe.
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