This is like a prequel to my last three posts.
Since writing about my intention to use Salvia whilst watching a pre recorded video of the nothern lights I have been majorly distracted.
Today was so unusual, first my day was pretty bad. I blamed it on heavy detoxing, which has been the case so much repressed anger just shooting out of me. I thought great, definitely iodine detox symptom.
Then I get a letter with bad news, nearly bad news which simply means extra task on the endless lists of tasks I've accumulated.
As if things couldn't get worse I went shopping for grocery and making my way home I was chased by two asshole thugs that I wanted to beat up but couldn't for fear they would end up grabbing hold of the gold chain given to me by my mother. So I ran not for precious life, but the precious around my neck.
I recall when I came out of the grocery the boys were sitting on bars. They looked like teens 17 or older. Definitely like thugs. When I walked out of the parking area, got this unusual sense coursing through my body which happened once when I was young. It's called instinct, and it told me to fucking run! I ran until my lungs pretty much collapsed.
The incident was quite unusual in the way it took place. As I ran away from them they were actually walking, it was their eyes that were telling me that they're after me and that is perhaps what made me run at first. In the path that I was taking there was another path which one could take in order to reach the same area I was running towards. When I saw them on the other path, they wouldn't remove their gaze from me. It was a very knowing like they were onto me kind of look.
The fact that they were on that path so quickly was what shocked me, like they knew where to find me.
I hate to sound paranoid and delusion but I'm sure there is a dark force, and this same dark force can operate through people.
OMG! Trust nobody!
I've also recently from the exacerbated stress started to get drawn to mj.
I think the distractions in the past few days have been trying to deter me from delving too deep into this, for even considering using Salvia to watch those lights and decipher what was taking place.
The evidence is there, it will teach us, show us something about reality that we simply refuse to see. The moment we wake up to these great forces everything can and shall change. My question is how can I reveal it without getting killed as I attempt to do so.
The Truth is really right in front of our very eyes, it's not far at all. Our eyes has to open somehow to see it. This changes everything.
Good luck, to whoever dares to look.
"Truth must be discovered, but there is no formula for its discovery. You must set out on the uncharted sea, and the uncharted sea is yourself. You must set out to discover yourself..." -Jiddu Krishnamurti
Tuesday, 1 September 2015
Spectacular Nothern Lights Evidence of the Truth 2
How could it be? Their form so spectular as they move across the sky. The movements of the light is theit movement. Like large beings across the form so hard to grasp. There are many, some who are moving in a certain direction. This is pre recorded video of the spectacular nothern lights but I understand around me more clearly after seeing the nothern lights, as clear as day the Truth is in front of my very eyes. Everyone, as you look up all around you watch at the play of shadows and light, observe carefully, you will be amazed.
I remember the beings around me would always look up now I understand clearly why. I can scream this and shout it through the rooftop. I can literally show this, the evidence is there.
People have done it in the past, these great beings were connected to them. Jesus knew all this it was people who made a religion out of it, for him the process is as simple as this.
That sense is there this is dangerous, for in every age when one awakened with intent to awaken the world and help others rise there was always a dark force lingering to destroy any hope for that happening.
This is no concern at all, as I shout out in awe of the splendor and glory in the sky and trying to grab everyones attention to this, I will be called a loony.
I remember the beings around me would always look up now I understand clearly why. I can scream this and shout it through the rooftop. I can literally show this, the evidence is there.
People have done it in the past, these great beings were connected to them. Jesus knew all this it was people who made a religion out of it, for him the process is as simple as this.
That sense is there this is dangerous, for in every age when one awakened with intent to awaken the world and help others rise there was always a dark force lingering to destroy any hope for that happening.
This is no concern at all, as I shout out in awe of the splendor and glory in the sky and trying to grab everyones attention to this, I will be called a loony.
Spectacular Nothern Lights Evidence of the Truth 1
In the nothern lights its them, their beings moving across the sky, their actual forms. The Truth that I can see is everywhere. We've been blinded.
Open your eyes observe
What made us so blind?
I have proof of the Truth about this reality, something you don't see. I have the evidence of what I'm witnessing. I can show you. At least I'm sure some part of your brain has to awaken. They don't want everyone to know.
Today my life was kind of in danger where two boys started chasing me. The entire incident was scary I ran for my life.
I am dangerous, armed with this information and this much they won't let me stay here. People like me who can change everything, we're either silenced if we can't stay quiet or something is done. I know that me in this state is not wanted. They don't want me to know because I can prove what I see. I can see what is taking place in front of me.
To them I am dangerous, the ones who have known I believe their lives have been threatened in some ways. Some force doesn't want me to know and be able to tell the world or anyone.
Anyways nobody will believe me, I'm just a loony right now.
Open your eyes observe
What made us so blind?
I have proof of the Truth about this reality, something you don't see. I have the evidence of what I'm witnessing. I can show you. At least I'm sure some part of your brain has to awaken. They don't want everyone to know.
Today my life was kind of in danger where two boys started chasing me. The entire incident was scary I ran for my life.
I am dangerous, armed with this information and this much they won't let me stay here. People like me who can change everything, we're either silenced if we can't stay quiet or something is done. I know that me in this state is not wanted. They don't want me to know because I can prove what I see. I can see what is taking place in front of me.
To them I am dangerous, the ones who have known I believe their lives have been threatened in some ways. Some force doesn't want me to know and be able to tell the world or anyone.
Anyways nobody will believe me, I'm just a loony right now.
Saturday, 29 August 2015
Spectacular Northern Lights filmed over Iceland
I've been viewing this video
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-europe-34092537
It gave me idea to do the salvia whilst watching it. Without Salvia I watched it and realized that these aren't just any lights, obviously because of how amazingly beautiful it all looks.
If you watch it carefully you will be able to witness the same beings I encounter in my Salvia sessions. I watched it without Salvia and noticed the play of light and shadows and colors and it all became very apparent to me.
I'm going to watch it whilst taking Salvia, will update shortly.
I wish I had more time to reveal it all, but it's a good thing I don't lest I get in trouble.
"The Northern Lights are seen on Earth as spectacular splashes of colour in the night sky.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/newsround/16710703
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-europe-34092537
It gave me idea to do the salvia whilst watching it. Without Salvia I watched it and realized that these aren't just any lights, obviously because of how amazingly beautiful it all looks.
If you watch it carefully you will be able to witness the same beings I encounter in my Salvia sessions. I watched it without Salvia and noticed the play of light and shadows and colors and it all became very apparent to me.
I'm going to watch it whilst taking Salvia, will update shortly.
I wish I had more time to reveal it all, but it's a good thing I don't lest I get in trouble.
Here's what's said about Nothern Lights
"The Northern Lights are seen on Earth as spectacular splashes of colour in the night sky.
On Thursday experts say amateur star-gazers have the best chance in years of seeing them in all their glory.
The powerful rays can interfere with airline navigation systems, satellites and even NASA space crews - so they all had to be on high alert.
But if you're wondering what causes the night sky to glow, check out Leah's report to find out more..."
The powerful rays can interfere with airline navigation systems, satellites and even NASA space crews - so they all had to be on high alert.
But if you're wondering what causes the night sky to glow, check out Leah's report to find out more..."
http://www.bbc.co.uk/newsround/16710703
Sunday, 23 August 2015
Something big is going to happen on the 5th
My sister woke up around 2pm, a bit earlier I had been napping from feeling major fatigue.
She told me she had a spectacular vivid dream where she met my eldest sister's mother-in-law who had passed away from cancer some two years ago. In the dream she was wearing lilac, make up and looked very pretty, also a lot younger. She seemed cheerful and happy. My sister apologized for not going to see her, that life got in the way to which she replied that it was absolutely fine. She stated that the place she is in now, she is very happy there.
She then said "I'm here to tell you something very important. Something big is going to happen on the 5th, I can't tell you all the details. I don't know what month it will happen and I cannot tell you everything."
Sis obviously had a million questions but dream faded into another dream, however upon awakening from sleep she remembered it so vividly. Having told everyone we all began discussing what could happen and in what month. It was all so cryptic.
She told me she had a spectacular vivid dream where she met my eldest sister's mother-in-law who had passed away from cancer some two years ago. In the dream she was wearing lilac, make up and looked very pretty, also a lot younger. She seemed cheerful and happy. My sister apologized for not going to see her, that life got in the way to which she replied that it was absolutely fine. She stated that the place she is in now, she is very happy there.
She then said "I'm here to tell you something very important. Something big is going to happen on the 5th, I can't tell you all the details. I don't know what month it will happen and I cannot tell you everything."
Sis obviously had a million questions but dream faded into another dream, however upon awakening from sleep she remembered it so vividly. Having told everyone we all began discussing what could happen and in what month. It was all so cryptic.
Tuesday, 9 June 2015
Making Changes
Since my last post where there were many insights into the nature of being I've been wanting to concentrate on it more. However, general normal worldly stuff gets in the way. For a few days now things have gotten increasingly turbulent. It's almost as if the closer I am onto something the more magnetic and even problematic worldly affairs are. It's like the function of the world or something is to keep one astray from that state of mind.
I try to manage the stress but honestly can't believe the amount of stress and strain I have found myself in a matter of days.
I try to manage the stress but honestly can't believe the amount of stress and strain I have found myself in a matter of days.
Saturday, 6 June 2015
Body machine
Following are quick notes I made just coming out of salvia trip and this is probably going to be how my future salvia posts will be (the parts in brackets are things I've added after salvia worn off):
The body high tech device
The body high tech device
Has features unused (body has potential to be used in a certain way)
Produce baby - they're making the meetings causing this and that secretly all producing babies have this goal in mind it's the energies around us (there have been a lot of births in my family, but in general birth rate increased from 2014, also babies I've been around seem a lot smarter)
Force around it (the body)
Imagine what body can do with full charge full force
They're coming through body like full force charge (I felt a force around the body, a kind of charged feeling, something was also funneling through the head)
Body feels like a high tech machinery, so many features
Baghavad Gita story makes sense the offering and focus on Krishna nothing to do with worship or God or religion - man makes religion (I read this at some point and have notes on only what seemed intriguing to me which were the instructive parts of the story where Lord Krishna explains things to Arjuna)
It's about focus about concentration
The world is easily distracting (desire, dreams, hopes, fears, worries etc causes a distraction from this state)
By offering duties all actions to that Krishna in story it was about focus on that force, the force isn't self centred or craves attention - it was always about focus, by not focusing on it we go astray- worldly living and endless desires are all distractions (Krishna in the story is like a symbol for this energy which really is difficult to describe with a name or some avatar shrouding it with ideas)
Body is instrument for this energy, a force so great, too great for one body
The tiredness and fatigue everything it's them, it's because of them but also me somehow. The sudden wanting to drift off and fall asleep is them, brain sometimes feels to switch off.
They can actually do something to the body to make it reproduce without direct insemination, yes think Virgin Mary stuff here.
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I'm writing this after salvia worn off although it's never 100% worn off. I took Salvia late in the night/morning. Instantly I could feel how quickly worldly affairs was pulling me away from these truths, as the salvia was wearing off or should I say as I got distracted by focusing on a project and even stressing a little. I witnessed how quickly and easy it was to stray from that level of awareness, where there is a tremendous amount of clarity.
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I'm writing this after salvia worn off although it's never 100% worn off. I took Salvia late in the night/morning. Instantly I could feel how quickly worldly affairs was pulling me away from these truths, as the salvia was wearing off or should I say as I got distracted by focusing on a project and even stressing a little. I witnessed how quickly and easy it was to stray from that level of awareness, where there is a tremendous amount of clarity.
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