Spectacular Northern Lights filmed over Iceland

I've been viewing this video

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-europe-34092537

It gave me idea to do the salvia whilst watching it. Without Salvia I watched it and realized that these aren't just any lights, obviously because of how amazingly beautiful it all looks.

If you watch it carefully you will be able to witness the same beings I encounter in my Salvia sessions. I watched it without Salvia and noticed the play of light and shadows and colors and it all became very apparent to me.

I'm going to watch it whilst taking Salvia, will update shortly.

I wish I had more time to reveal it all, but it's a good thing I don't lest I get in trouble.

Here's what's said about Nothern Lights

"The Northern Lights are seen on Earth as spectacular splashes of colour in the night sky.

On Thursday experts say amateur star-gazers have the best chance in years of seeing them in all their glory.
The powerful rays can interfere with airline navigation systems, satellites and even NASA space crews - so they all had to be on high alert.
But if you're wondering what causes the night sky to glow, check out Leah's report to find out more..."

http://www.bbc.co.uk/newsround/16710703

Something big is going to happen on the 5th

My sister woke up around 2pm, a bit earlier I had been napping from feeling major fatigue.

She told me she had a spectacular vivid dream where she met my eldest sister's mother-in-law who had passed away from cancer some two years ago. In the dream she was wearing lilac, make up and looked very pretty, also a lot younger. She seemed cheerful and happy. My sister apologized for not going to see her, that life got in the way to which she replied that it was absolutely fine. She stated that the place she is in now, she is very happy there.

She then said "I'm here to tell you something very important. Something big is going to happen on the 5th, I can't tell you all the details. I don't know what month it will happen and I cannot tell you everything."

Sis obviously had a million questions but dream faded into another dream, however upon awakening from sleep she remembered it so vividly. Having told everyone we all began discussing what could happen and in what month. It was all so cryptic.

Making Changes

Since my last post where there were many insights into the nature of being I've been wanting to concentrate on it more. However, general normal worldly stuff gets in the way. For a few days now things have gotten increasingly turbulent. It's almost as if the closer I am onto something the more magnetic and even problematic worldly affairs are. It's like the function of the world or something is to keep one astray from that state of mind.

I try to manage the stress but honestly can't believe the amount of stress and strain I have found myself in a matter of days.

Body machine

Following are quick notes I made just coming out of salvia trip and this is probably going to be how my future salvia posts will be (the parts in brackets are things I've added after salvia worn off):

The body high tech device 

Has features unused (body has potential to be used in a certain way)

Produce baby - they're making the meetings causing this and that secretly all producing babies have this goal in mind it's the energies around us (there have been a lot of births in my family, but in general birth rate increased from 2014, also babies I've been around seem a lot smarter)

Force around it (the body)

Imagine what body can do with full charge full force

They're coming through body like full force charge (I felt a force around the body, a kind of charged feeling, something was also funneling through the head)

Body feels like a high tech machinery, so many features 

Baghavad Gita story makes sense the offering and focus on Krishna nothing to do with worship or God or religion - man makes religion (I read this at some point and have notes on only what seemed intriguing to me which were the instructive parts of the story where Lord Krishna explains things to Arjuna)

It's about focus about concentration 

The world is easily distracting (desire, dreams, hopes, fears, worries etc causes a distraction from this state)

By offering duties all actions to that Krishna in story it was about focus on that force, the force isn't self centred or craves attention - it was always about focus, by not focusing on it we go astray- worldly living and endless desires are all distractions (Krishna in the story is like a symbol for this energy which really is difficult to describe with a name or some avatar shrouding it with ideas)

Body is instrument for this energy, a force so great, too great for one body 

The tiredness and fatigue everything it's them, it's because of them but also me somehow. The sudden wanting to drift off and fall asleep is them, brain sometimes feels to switch off.

They can actually do something to the body to make it reproduce without direct insemination, yes think Virgin Mary stuff here.
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I'm writing this after salvia worn off although it's never 100% worn off. I took Salvia late in the night/morning. Instantly I could feel how quickly worldly affairs was pulling me away from these truths, as the salvia was wearing off or should I say as I got distracted by focusing on a project and even stressing a little. I witnessed how quickly and easy it was to stray from that level of awareness, where there is a tremendous amount of clarity.

Cheating with Salvia

Today after I had written my last post I started to feel slightly unbalanced. Yet the unbalanced movements were very controlled as though somehow something was deliberately making those movements with the body, even as I write now it is happening in a very controlled manner my head keeps getting pushed down and actually nodding to say 'no'. Something feels like it wants to woosh into the crown of the head.

It was odd because these sensations had a very salvia vibe to it, however I had yet to soak the leaves getting it ready for chewing as I decided to take it to see if it does anything to detox symptoms.

I had to quickly lie down, this felt urgent, head rotated and I closed eyes, behind closed eyelids very familiar salvia type things going on yet I still had not chewed the leaves. There were movements in the middle of the forehead. About 30 minutes later I started chewing after being interrupted from the trance like state. It was a very small amount and I left the ball of masticated salvia on left side in the mouth.

I went deep as the unravelling took place, biblical things started to make sense. Suddenly I understood what was meant by the sacrificial lamb I can't seem to explain it though. The others are present as usual and seem to be hanging there as if they've been waiting, something felt different this time. It felt like someone I knew or the energy that was present there was so incredibly familiar to me.

The body has to be ready to sustain that state of mind, like something wants to come through it. There was some use for the body. Going much deeper I ended up chewing a few more times at which point there was some commotion from the other beings. It seemed that they were under the impression that something was performed on the body and it worked without any use of (salvia) and they had prepared for something. I realized at that moment that being in that state by the use of Salvia was a bit like cheating. Right now my head feels like it wants to float away.

Salvia Powerdox

I am wondering whether to take salvia and see how that helps along with the detox. I know what will happen when I do take Salvia next, I will be reminded that I am not the body, there will be some communication from the others where I will feel them reminding me of real reasons why things happen and perhaps wondering how I keep falling back in the trap. I will be reminded of the real actual source behind everything, the unlimited power source where anything is possible, yet that power is present only when desire, hopes and dreams come to an end.

Here lies the problem, when there is no desire, fear, dreams and hopes there's only freedom and from there that absolute power is revealed or unleashed where anything is possible yet that power becomes rendered useless because it can only be revealed in the unconflicted state of mind. In this particular state nothing becomes necessary, one has no wish remaining in the heart, one has no unfulfilled hopes or dreams in the mind, so why would it, that state of mind use it?

If that state of mind was to take over the show completely, we would live as though we were nothing, a nobody. I think this is the greatest fear of mankind, we're all afraid to be as we really are which is 'nothing'.

Bee or Wasp Totem Dream Clarity

Yesterday I had food containing more b vitamins but no supplements which is what I wanted to experiment with. I woke up from a very clear dream but is a bit hazy now. I recall there was a wasp or bee present.

Dreams are so much clearer now. Past few days have had some incredibly horrible detox symptoms (due to iodine supplementation). Back pains associated with kidneys and extremely foul urine that caused major burning which could be due to toxins being passed as well as some unusual mood swings, probably explains the zombie nightmare.