I ponder this a lot, especially whilst I'm in this very special state. It is such a dynamic state and the greatest difficulty is in describing it. To me it feels like all the body senses are fully operational and at the same time other senses are awakened. In past earlier experiences I used to go deeper without focusing too much on the body and have been to other places as well as going too deep that everything was too incomprehensible to describe. Now the focus for a while has been with the body, there is still something that I feel needs to be unlocked.
When in that state there are some balancing problems which indicates some kind of physical imbalance.
Each time I find my self in that state by using Salvia I wonder how it is we don't naturally have that sense and awareness. Could it be a cause of lifestyle and the many distractions we face on a day to day basis? Have we become so immersed in daily activities that we can't see what's going on behind the scenes? or is this fogginess for that specific purpose?
One theory I have in mind is that the human body is so severely polluted just like the external environment and this blocks these senses from being used with greater capacity. At least the body needs a cleaning. The environment definitely needs to be purified.
The human body is some kind of machine, a powerful instrument but only when it is in working order. I think it can do so much more in a whole and full state of optimum health.
Recently after feeling an extreme low I gave in to eating take away, I think on a personal level that I am not being true to myself and this is causing major emotional lows. The last time I had eaten this crap was a year ago and that was because of another low. I eat crap when I feel like crap. I then suffered what felt like severe food poisoning. On the second day I realized I had all the ingredients for home made remedies specifically for food poisoning. Slowly got better. One of the remedy included the use of lugols iodine. I started to read more into this as I remember I only purchased it for removing moles and a scar and decided to start painting it on the skin. One day decided to chew a bunch of Salvia leaves, usually after taking Salvia these types of ailments disappear (only sometimes it gets worse before it gets better). I went through the usual transition, with eyes closed and sometimes opening I felt a new energy greeting me. I knew instantly it was the energy from the iodine solution. I get this a lot on Salvia, meeting and greeting energies that I can identify belonging to a part of physical reality. Another example of an energy system that I've encountered is that of a storm, simply put everything in our ordinary daily life is part of an energy system.
This particular energy from the iodine seemed to be getting ready for something. The next thing I know it is doing something in the throat, then on the side of the neck. I relax as usual trusting these things as I'm used to it. Not sure about what was going on but I imagined that the energy with other energies of the body were trying to correct something as is often the case. Later on that day felt a tightness in my throat, like it was closing up.
If I knew what was going to happen the next few days I would have thought very carefully about taking iodine drops, clearly as I did not do enough research. But I think whatever has happened was for the best and sometimes these procedures can feel like hell.
The next day after incident with iodine energy, I woke up in the morning with a part of my throat feeling stretched and more open. I knew there was mucous caught up and it had to come out, so I stood above the sink and it did come out, effortlessly without a single cough or struggle. It was the effortlessness of the amount of crap coming out that was incredible, as disgusting as this image must appear it was amazing. I started to wonder about this iodine energy and started painting more near my neck. The next few days coughing became necessary to bring out the remainder mucous, major headache and flu like symptoms. Worst of all was the labored breathing and very unusual heart palpitations.
There were some times whilst bed ridden I could hear more intensely the sound of my heart beat playing musical notes, a melody that seems very familiar from a Salvia trip. This is the same music I heard when I felt other energies carrying me away from the world that I know into some unknown, which felt like my funeral (the physical me).
I tried to listen to it but the coughing was not helping. This has all got me thinking deeply and I'm starting to realize more and more why we are not aware of the actual things that are taking place around us. There are several factors, I think they are mostly our physical health, lifestyle and the many distracting thoughts. When these are corrected and balanced that state will slowly become natural.
Also I feel like I'm being constantly guided, things just work out in such a way where I can make connections. Everything comes together and just aligns perfectly. I'm becoming increasingly aware of this.
As an experiment I'm going to put myself on a protocol to properly balance all the imbalances and take it from there. My intention is that this will induce an organic Salvia state without using Salvia. My future posts will probably be based on the protocol.
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