Salvia Starlings Murmurations

Salvia Starlings Murmurations 30th November 2020 Full Moon

Soaked salvia crumbled leaves. Chew after vodka rinsed mouth

Laptop ready with documentary of starlings murmurations hoping an understanding of what they are will be revealed through this state.

At first I kept thinking the shapes could be hands coming through the sky

Later it became clearer. The black parts were outlines of the great giant beings. Amazing! There are many beings not just my computer screen but there in the world and even right here. I was too focused on screen didn't see what was happening around me but I can feel movement in the forehead.

My knowings are immediate what people in the past called insights. The organs working harmonious so that vision is clear. I understand why we don't see it now - the brain is not working the way it is meant so that the organ of sight isn't operating to see that world. A lot of spiritual text has referred to this as the veil. The current reality we think of as real as maya intricately coalesces with that other world. That other world is part of nature.

Then the sounds of the birds! Oh My God! My hearing was clear, each sound produced a frequency and I heard the voice so clearly. A voice coming out of this great being - full on sentences. Remember these sounds are frequencies and I was picking it up in English- someone who understands Hindi or Chinese or other language will pick it up in that language. I couldn't catch the words as I was stunned by it and the video moved away but what it sounded like was the giant being announcing something and it seemed like it was communicating with this world so that someone can hear it. Clear messages from someone in the sky.

The language of frequencies seems to be the Universal language. Which now brings to language through millennias language has changed dramatically - example the first man on this planet did not speak in English.

Why are we not able to see and understand these visions in the sky that to the onlooker seems like a group of birds performing some mysterious stunt.

I have had the experience with the northern lights.

I feel it is because the brain is not being utilised. I think children still have it but perhaps lose it with time as they begin to learn language and integrate within society. Another issue is due to changes in the environment toxins pollution etc more damage is done to the body so that the organs do not work as they should. Another possibility is because as the child grows their minds are conditioned to think on worldly matters riddled with stress anxiety worries etc. I know I can prove it and maybe some day I'll find a way to do it. For now all I can do is experiment not reveal this post and keep it to myself.

It's like my brain slowed down in order to capture or decipher the movement and sounds

I'm going to watch and listen keenly to the starlings in the sky.

UPDATE 

Have decided to post it even though initial feeling was to refrain from posting

Dreams of other realities, timelines and lives

 Very Profound Dreams 

My dreams are changing. I think it could be due to several things combined which is having an overall intense effect.

I came up with a sleep protocol taking various nutrients to play around with serotonin and melatonin production using tryptophan and its cofactors. Biohacking is a delicate art. In addition to this I have also been on a protocol to help dissolve cysts tumors or other growth in particular. I am certain that there has been some growth there as my reaction to protocol has resulted in weird sense of smell and other things like a popping sound in head also I get awful headaches during monthly cycle and whilst it was present in last cycle it did not last long. 

Another thing that has happened is I have shaved my head and so I've started to wear a hoodie and even to bed. Interestingly the hoodie covers my eyes and I think this is helping produce extra melatonin. So I kept experimenting with this and the supplements. So one or the other does not help has to be combined.

I'm going to bed earlier and falling asleep with ease.

The dreams I'm having are like jumping in different timelines, different lives, different realities, just very different to what I have been used to. I have always known that with improved sleep dreams also improve. But I am sure now that the brain and bodily glands need to be cleansed for these dream effects. So much more we are capable of.

This is an interesting point in my dream journey. I think restarting the brain like this can give us insight and knowledge about human development but I think if the body is thoroughly cleansed and renewed we can awaken many gifts that can be used in our everyday lives.

Overdue 2020 Update - Coronavirus - Lockdown and New Beginnings

Overdue 2020 Update - Coronavirus - Lockdown and New Beginnings

This update is long overdue. I have many potential posts in draft, a few are salvia related. It's been a busy year and a pretty hectic one.

However I'm still dreaming and that's a very good thing. Dream recall is a sure sign of how good the brain is functioning. Lately I have been dwelling on fixing my general health and part of that is connected to memory functions. I'm having a slight issue with short term memory and even worse my dream recall is rather lack lustre.

I know that I definitely have some heavy metal toxicity just based on my awareness of exposure and as I dabble more and more into nutrition I'm learning so much about the body and it's requirements and also experiencing body intuition. You probably wouldn't believe me if I told you that when I opened my bottle of floradix my hand suddenly jerked because something didn't want me to take it - I looked into it some more and I think it's right I listened  and didn't take it. It's the vitamin B6 - it increases uptake of zinc a good trace mineral for dreaming but apparently along the way I was taking too many stuff that upped the zinc and now I'm trying to balance these key nutrients

I'm working on nutrition, dream programming, memory enhancement, reading the cosmos (moon and planetary placements). I'm also using moon and planetary placement for all of this and even making both personal and worldly predictions. The recent black lives matter protests amid coronavirus and upsurge of violence is very much tied to the fact that this month we had a lunar eclipse on full moon and now we are about to have a solar eclipse on new moon. Another lunar eclipse coming up soon

Lately I have had lots of baby dreams and I think it correlates with whats happening in my life - new relationship and starting a family

At the beginning of lockdown which started in March 2020 I started having the lockdown dreams

I already had a case of flu in January and my body most certainly developed a lot of antibodies

Past Life Twin Flame Lucid Dream Memory Retrieval

I have been listening to hemi-sync lately and need to do separate post on some of the experiences I'm having with the audio. For now all I can report is that hemisync and combination of other things causing some disturbance or anomalies in the memory department, possible memory error or other stuff.

The following is a dream I had after practicing letting go of attachment to my twin flame. I have noticed that ever since the phenomena became more apparent in my life experience I have latched on with various ideas on how it should play. Today early morning I delved inwards and released this attachment. I sincerely wished for some healing for my twin flame and I simply just let go and surrender to the force or presence that has helped me to attract this energy. There have also been some emotional upheaval that has made me doubt the entire process. This was a lucid dream with some missing gaps.

The dream:
I'm watching telly or scenes through some website. The characters are Asian but I think they are speaking their foreign language. Immediately TF comes to mind because it's his native language. I'm somewhere near him perhaps his dream or something. I feel presence, is it TF? Feel highly lucid and aware. Gaps of bad recall though after this as the next part of dream is what I remember clearly. I then look at a mirror I see my reflection. Am I me here or do I just simply look similar? I'm wearing earrings and other bits of classical Indian style looking jewellery. Most is silver but some is turning to gold. I look pretty, I'm also fair. For a moment I'm either looking away or I immediately capture the glimpse of a man inside the mirror. He locks his eyes with mine as he draws closer to me and I am feeling some sense of recognition. He looks like those Indian, possibly arab guys in those kurta style garments. He has Asian look, brown skin. Darker than me. He keeps staring at me through the mirror it seems he has recognized me. I start to wonder who he is in the last moment before I woke up or moved onto next set of dreams. Is he my TF, the real TF, this physical life TF or it's a past life of  me and TF?

It's possible this is a past life of me and my TF and for a while I have put the intention forth to recall past lives which I will continue to do so.

I think focusing on dreaming has become very important aspect of my life. They are quite healing and even entertaining a lot of the times where my recall is just amazing. I am playing around with various electrolytes such as magnesium, sodium, potassium, phosphorus and calcium. The health of the physical body is important in recall. It's even more obvious now that we are mostly electric and as we retrieve memories especially during dreamtime download and then retrieval it works with the same mechanism applied in computing and information systems.

Hemi-sync with relaxing supplements

I'll be using hemi-sync with supplements that have relaxing effects such as magnesium (the mag calm since to work pretty well) and l-theanine. There are more supps for now these are the ones I will try.

I haven't used hemi-sync in a long time. Have been so busy I am going to journal all my sessions to get ideas of what works and helps with sessions in terms of relaxation and reaching new levels.

Just a general update, this is a time of major releasing and I am working through a lot. Have so much clearing to do and main reason why I want to start the hemi-sync practice again.

An update on twin flame journey and life stuff

I very rarely get time to do a post unless it's a long list of dreams which I am just uploading as draft for the time being and I really wanted to do the whole dream interpretation but this has also been impossible because of all the extra to do list on my daily agenda.

I was thinking recently and also mentioned this to others how life seems more hectic even though we have automation and technology taking over most aspects of peoples lives. I've never been outside on a bus or other public transport without people hypnotised by their phones, I just cannot remember a day like that. Maybe from my youth and that's it. To be honest, even on the streets! This might sound cruel but I always expect someone to bump into a lamp post.

What a strange world this is becoming indeed....

My twin flame is a very hardworker, as am I and so we don't see each other as often as we'd like but communication is still there. Despite not having that much physical contact there are some other unusual happenings.

I have been prying into some of his interests and recently found a song he liked which reminded me of a copy of a song I had heard growing up, and I really enjoyed listening to. I get the number signs a lot. Other signs include him saying a particular word which I was thinking about only an hour earlier, this is the whole telepathy thing.

It's crazy! Even for me, someone who is well versed in crazy. This is something that I am still digesting but enjoying at the same time.

My recent focus has been on my work which is nutritional therapy and a lot of the times it helps me understand more and more how we are like machines, like robots that have become or perhaps in the becoming process of being self aware.

If you look at that robot Sofia, kind of like her, except we have a unique awareness which I'm not sure could happen to robots... or maybe it could? After all there are days when fishes fall from the sky.

As a human race it would seem we have come very far. I mean we know how to clone, stem cell therapy, and now robots that are cleverer than humans. Then you read the news and you follow what's happening in the world. Or you try to avoid the news but it catches up with you through other people and you just know that something has gone amiss, something has surely gone wrong...

Twin Flame Song

I'm compiling a list of songs that describes or carries the essence of twin flames. I think the following song is so accurate of the feelings and awareness pertaining to the twin flame connection.

https://youtu.be/jjnmICxvoVY

I'm still just wrapping my mind around the twin flame concept. A part of me really believes it as I'm experiencing all the signs but a part of me is being cautious.