Yesterday while watching (not really paying much attention) Two and a Half Men, I just knew there was going to be some reference to something related to drugs. I knew it was going to be something that I thought of in the last two days. It was a strong yet very random feeling.
In one episode Alan is converting certain materials into miniature cars, Charlie enters scene and makes a remark about his bong. I've been thinking about purchasing a bong.
The second episode there was some reference to drugs.
I wonder am I predicting these synchros or creating them?
Something to think about.
Friday, 9 July 2010
Thursday, 8 July 2010
Salvia 10x extract Experiences
The setting was a little messy, I decided against using my room coz of the possible ramifications of three people out of their minds. We used the 10x extract mixed with the normal potent dried leafs. Method : Smoked in glass pipe.
Meet the sisters:
S is the youngest sister, the baby of the familly
R is the second youngest sister
Ro is the third youngest sister (one year younger than me)
We were in Ss very untidy room, shoved all the piles of mess into corners of the room.
The first sister to take the salvia was the one from the previous post, I realized that it would be best since she had a high tolerance so I put in as big a dose as I could pack in the bowl. She ripped away and off she went. Laughter followed both from her and the audience. R was talking and whispering a lot. S was filming the events. After a few fits of laughter Ro was slowly coming back and pointed at R for ruining her trip and that she might gone a bit deeper. Her main complaint was that she's never heard anyone whisper so much.
Next it was S got excited and took a few hits, after choking on her final inhalation - she was gone. A few giggles later reality around her was a daze of patterns she was moving inside a tunnel and at the end of that tunnel she saw a light. Moving around and mumbling she slowly returned and complained that Ro and R ruined it for her and she explained how this is definitely not something you do with too many people. She was later able to determine that it was the lamp on the floor that she percieved as the tunnel with the light at the end. She was very agitated and annoyed that my other sisters ruined it.
Next it was Rs turn, and it was also the funniest - so funny I couldn't quite help myself and had a laughing fit myself. After a few fits of laughter she got on her knees raised her arms up to the ceiling and shouted softly 'Yay, I want some more'. She started walking around on her knees which was hilarious. She was mumbling about something green and went on and on trying to describe something. She was obviously hallucinating and in the process she picked a few things that we were saying. For eg. She said 'Uggh, that taste in my mouth!' then went on to say 'Who said I ate something, someone said I ate something.' Which was true, it was Ro who was teasing R when she was smoking the pipe. Since R has a big appetite which we all know about, Ro teasingly said 'Oh my God, she's eating it' referring to the way R was inhaling. She said that she was about to go through this massive gate but then she saw Ro and S. She said that if she didn't see them that she would've went through. Again another sister who was playing the blame game. Other than that it was a most intense experience for her. She described green pastures no different to that from 'Lord of the Rings' movies.
Next it was supposed to be my turn but I felt really bad for Ro, the one with the high tolerance level. I told her to take another hit and this time we will all be very quiet. She sat on the bed and a few big hits later and a little laugh, she started to bend her legs out onto the floor stretching her back. After this she moved around a lot speaking very coherently. "Wow, this the pavement. The pave. There's the gate.' And on and on she went trying to describe the scene. Upon return she explained how she was trying to escape, and that we went to one side and were making her a house. I thought by that she meant that we were building her a house? She said "No, you made me into the house and that's why I couldn't escape". So she was the house, interestingly my own experience helped me to understand what happened to her.
I was not determined to take a big dose, with more of the dried leaves and less of the extract I ripped away. I was surprisingly nervous, a bit anxious I think mostly coz of my audience. After a few hits the shift began and I signalled for R to take the pipe, but it turned out I needed one more hit. Took one last big hit then I observed and all around me everything started to shape shift - everything took on a new lease of life. I felt like a big metal pipe was rammed down my throat. A heavy feeling. I kept saying 'I know whats happening', it was all so clear to me. I started to melt all the while coherently describing how I was becoming the carpet - I was still very conscious. A tear welled up in my right eye and I asked if I was crying. The tear treacling down my cheek had an incredibly intense sensation. As the tear dropped to the carpet I felt like the tear did not seperate from me instead it was like a cord being attached to the carpet whilst still hooked in my eyes. My body was melting but at the same time merging with all that was around me. Now I had a few complaints of my own - the sound of my sisters voices and their presence was not helping at all. I didn't want to go deeper than this with them around and because of that I started to resist going any further and slowly started to be more centred and grounded. It probably lasted only a few minutes - did not bother to keep track of time during this first time use with the extract. Interestingly I was the only one who did not move around like a raving lunatic nor did I laugh uncontrollably.
I remember when I started to get normal I was trying to describe my experience a bit more and told them how I was melting into everything and everything was merging with me. Then my sister Ro said 'Yeah, it's like everything becoming one', and then it really hit me, that was exactly what was happening and it is what many people who've had profound spiritual experience would describe as the Oneness experience. I guess I was experiencing a fraction of that Oneness, I can't even begin to imagine what it must be like to be One with the Universe.
I will definitely be exploring more with Salvia, but not so much with the extract. If I do use the extract I will only do it with a sitter after S's second time with the extract her hallucinations moved her from the room to the end of the hallway - I got worried and had to guide her back. She said that that experience similar to Ro's, that just like Ro she felt trapped and needed to escape. She also thought I was the window and when I moved to the other side of the room she was following me and thinking 'Why is the window moving?' LOL!
On the S-A-L-V-I-A scale I was on level I (5) and according to my sisters accounts they were also on the same level.
I will be smoking and using quid balls (chewing method) of Salvia Leaf with specific set intentions.
Sisters After Views
Ro's View
Initialy Ro was pretty excited and just waiting for a trip. I also recall her saying to S about their plans for Fridays late night party, that if the Salvia works they will take a dose before they go. For her this whole thing was just for kicks - despite me explaining the spiritual aspect of this herb. After her trip she said she never wants to try this again, at least not anytime soon. It left her depressed, angry and moody. I told her that she was normally like that long before smoking Salvia. I think it's quite possible that Salvia did not induce these emotions instead it simply accentuated the current existing emotions hence why it is recommended that Salvia be taken in the correct state of mind.
R's View
She enjoyed it but thought it was so crazy that this stuff is legal. She wasn't sure about trying it again but only for that night. Her experience was rather intense, although she mostly enjoyed it.
S's View
S really enjoyed her experience, she was getting in the flow but very agitated with Ro and R for ruining her state of mind. She even tried it for a second time and would definitely use this again, however I think for her it is just something fun, to kill the occasional boredom.
My own view is that smoking seems really intense - not the experience itself but the effects on the lungs and my throat and not to mention makes me feel jittery and just not physically right. I will certainly be looking into the chewing method.
Meet the sisters:
S is the youngest sister, the baby of the familly
R is the second youngest sister
Ro is the third youngest sister (one year younger than me)
We were in Ss very untidy room, shoved all the piles of mess into corners of the room.
The first sister to take the salvia was the one from the previous post, I realized that it would be best since she had a high tolerance so I put in as big a dose as I could pack in the bowl. She ripped away and off she went. Laughter followed both from her and the audience. R was talking and whispering a lot. S was filming the events. After a few fits of laughter Ro was slowly coming back and pointed at R for ruining her trip and that she might gone a bit deeper. Her main complaint was that she's never heard anyone whisper so much.
Next it was S got excited and took a few hits, after choking on her final inhalation - she was gone. A few giggles later reality around her was a daze of patterns she was moving inside a tunnel and at the end of that tunnel she saw a light. Moving around and mumbling she slowly returned and complained that Ro and R ruined it for her and she explained how this is definitely not something you do with too many people. She was later able to determine that it was the lamp on the floor that she percieved as the tunnel with the light at the end. She was very agitated and annoyed that my other sisters ruined it.
Next it was Rs turn, and it was also the funniest - so funny I couldn't quite help myself and had a laughing fit myself. After a few fits of laughter she got on her knees raised her arms up to the ceiling and shouted softly 'Yay, I want some more'. She started walking around on her knees which was hilarious. She was mumbling about something green and went on and on trying to describe something. She was obviously hallucinating and in the process she picked a few things that we were saying. For eg. She said 'Uggh, that taste in my mouth!' then went on to say 'Who said I ate something, someone said I ate something.' Which was true, it was Ro who was teasing R when she was smoking the pipe. Since R has a big appetite which we all know about, Ro teasingly said 'Oh my God, she's eating it' referring to the way R was inhaling. She said that she was about to go through this massive gate but then she saw Ro and S. She said that if she didn't see them that she would've went through. Again another sister who was playing the blame game. Other than that it was a most intense experience for her. She described green pastures no different to that from 'Lord of the Rings' movies.
Next it was supposed to be my turn but I felt really bad for Ro, the one with the high tolerance level. I told her to take another hit and this time we will all be very quiet. She sat on the bed and a few big hits later and a little laugh, she started to bend her legs out onto the floor stretching her back. After this she moved around a lot speaking very coherently. "Wow, this the pavement. The pave. There's the gate.' And on and on she went trying to describe the scene. Upon return she explained how she was trying to escape, and that we went to one side and were making her a house. I thought by that she meant that we were building her a house? She said "No, you made me into the house and that's why I couldn't escape". So she was the house, interestingly my own experience helped me to understand what happened to her.
I was not determined to take a big dose, with more of the dried leaves and less of the extract I ripped away. I was surprisingly nervous, a bit anxious I think mostly coz of my audience. After a few hits the shift began and I signalled for R to take the pipe, but it turned out I needed one more hit. Took one last big hit then I observed and all around me everything started to shape shift - everything took on a new lease of life. I felt like a big metal pipe was rammed down my throat. A heavy feeling. I kept saying 'I know whats happening', it was all so clear to me. I started to melt all the while coherently describing how I was becoming the carpet - I was still very conscious. A tear welled up in my right eye and I asked if I was crying. The tear treacling down my cheek had an incredibly intense sensation. As the tear dropped to the carpet I felt like the tear did not seperate from me instead it was like a cord being attached to the carpet whilst still hooked in my eyes. My body was melting but at the same time merging with all that was around me. Now I had a few complaints of my own - the sound of my sisters voices and their presence was not helping at all. I didn't want to go deeper than this with them around and because of that I started to resist going any further and slowly started to be more centred and grounded. It probably lasted only a few minutes - did not bother to keep track of time during this first time use with the extract. Interestingly I was the only one who did not move around like a raving lunatic nor did I laugh uncontrollably.
I remember when I started to get normal I was trying to describe my experience a bit more and told them how I was melting into everything and everything was merging with me. Then my sister Ro said 'Yeah, it's like everything becoming one', and then it really hit me, that was exactly what was happening and it is what many people who've had profound spiritual experience would describe as the Oneness experience. I guess I was experiencing a fraction of that Oneness, I can't even begin to imagine what it must be like to be One with the Universe.
I will definitely be exploring more with Salvia, but not so much with the extract. If I do use the extract I will only do it with a sitter after S's second time with the extract her hallucinations moved her from the room to the end of the hallway - I got worried and had to guide her back. She said that that experience similar to Ro's, that just like Ro she felt trapped and needed to escape. She also thought I was the window and when I moved to the other side of the room she was following me and thinking 'Why is the window moving?' LOL!
On the S-A-L-V-I-A scale I was on level I (5) and according to my sisters accounts they were also on the same level.
I will be smoking and using quid balls (chewing method) of Salvia Leaf with specific set intentions.
Sisters After Views
Ro's View
Initialy Ro was pretty excited and just waiting for a trip. I also recall her saying to S about their plans for Fridays late night party, that if the Salvia works they will take a dose before they go. For her this whole thing was just for kicks - despite me explaining the spiritual aspect of this herb. After her trip she said she never wants to try this again, at least not anytime soon. It left her depressed, angry and moody. I told her that she was normally like that long before smoking Salvia. I think it's quite possible that Salvia did not induce these emotions instead it simply accentuated the current existing emotions hence why it is recommended that Salvia be taken in the correct state of mind.
R's View
She enjoyed it but thought it was so crazy that this stuff is legal. She wasn't sure about trying it again but only for that night. Her experience was rather intense, although she mostly enjoyed it.
S's View
S really enjoyed her experience, she was getting in the flow but very agitated with Ro and R for ruining her state of mind. She even tried it for a second time and would definitely use this again, however I think for her it is just something fun, to kill the occasional boredom.
My own view is that smoking seems really intense - not the experience itself but the effects on the lungs and my throat and not to mention makes me feel jittery and just not physically right. I will certainly be looking into the chewing method.
Salvia - First Time
Yesterday the salvia, dream herb and glass pipe arrived in the post. I was excited and whole day was itching to try it but no sitter. In the afternoon I decided to smoke some dream herb just to get used to smoking in a pipe - it was very unpleasant, I have smoked cigarettes before but this smoking was harsh - I did not like it one bit. The taste was unbearably strong. So that was the dream herb with very little effect, it was just for practice since it has been a long time since I smoked.
Smoking Salvia Dried Leaves
About 9:30pm I grinded some salvia leaves getting it ready for the pipe all the while thinking that it was a mild version of the 10x extract in the vial. Now my plan despite reading about how mild the use of the dried leaves (non-extract) was to wait until I could get a sitter. However I kept getting it into my head that it would probably not even work. So I got the pipe and just sparked it, suprisingly easier to smoke than the dream herb, the taste was also fine. After took the third hit I was very relaxed and then my hands got the jitters, my mouth started to shake and I thought 'Uh-oh'. I put the pipe in a bowl and as I did it seemed my arm could stretch longer than it's actual length. I nervously closed the open bottom window all the while my hands trembling. I made a mental note of the time and rounded it to 9:40pm. The room started to spin, and I quickly lay on my back. There was this pleasant wave sensation and all sound and motion came to a stop. This was a really calming pleasant state, however I started to feel a little anxious. What if I started to do something crazy and had no awareness of it later? I guess this anxiety came about coz I read a lot on others experiences with this. I opened my eyes and fought with the effects of this amazingly powerful herb.
It took a few minutes to fully regain normal waking consciousness. I was amazed at the effects of the dried leaves that I started to rethink whether I should take the 10x even with a sitter.
Second Time Smoking Salvia Dried Leaves
Around 10pm when my sister got home, she tried some dried leaves and I loaded one bowl of the herb. She took about 9 hits and amazingly this herb was doing nothing for her. I gathered that she had a high tolerance for this stuff and she also told me how she smoked weed once and it did nothing for her. She is a smoker, not a heavy highly addicted smoker but she has been smoking for several years now. I have to wonder though what tobbaco does for her since she has such a high tolerance.
After her it was my turn and again the room started to spin, this time intense waves forming and pulsing under my feet and then swirling all the way up and around me. I was laughing in control of my laughter and I was laughing coz I felt great. The sounds around me were fading into the background until my sister opened her mouth. She was being unbelievably annoying - the worst sitter ever. I lay on my back to relax while she keeps asking 'Is it working? Are you faking the laugh? I just wanted her to shut up.
After I centered myself I could tell my sister was upset that it wasn't working for her even though I explained how I gave her a mild version of the leaf. To cheer her up I loaded a mixture of the leaf and some 10x extract. After a few hits this time she was feeling the effect, she was still in control but felt the change and started to chill to the music playing in the background and this lasted only a few minutes - I think it was more like a buzz for her.
About 30 minutes later 2 of my other sisters joined in and prepared for a big hit, not that they actually knew what they were preparing themselves for. I'll describe the events that took place in the next post.
Smoking Salvia Dried Leaves
About 9:30pm I grinded some salvia leaves getting it ready for the pipe all the while thinking that it was a mild version of the 10x extract in the vial. Now my plan despite reading about how mild the use of the dried leaves (non-extract) was to wait until I could get a sitter. However I kept getting it into my head that it would probably not even work. So I got the pipe and just sparked it, suprisingly easier to smoke than the dream herb, the taste was also fine. After took the third hit I was very relaxed and then my hands got the jitters, my mouth started to shake and I thought 'Uh-oh'. I put the pipe in a bowl and as I did it seemed my arm could stretch longer than it's actual length. I nervously closed the open bottom window all the while my hands trembling. I made a mental note of the time and rounded it to 9:40pm. The room started to spin, and I quickly lay on my back. There was this pleasant wave sensation and all sound and motion came to a stop. This was a really calming pleasant state, however I started to feel a little anxious. What if I started to do something crazy and had no awareness of it later? I guess this anxiety came about coz I read a lot on others experiences with this. I opened my eyes and fought with the effects of this amazingly powerful herb.
It took a few minutes to fully regain normal waking consciousness. I was amazed at the effects of the dried leaves that I started to rethink whether I should take the 10x even with a sitter.
Second Time Smoking Salvia Dried Leaves
Around 10pm when my sister got home, she tried some dried leaves and I loaded one bowl of the herb. She took about 9 hits and amazingly this herb was doing nothing for her. I gathered that she had a high tolerance for this stuff and she also told me how she smoked weed once and it did nothing for her. She is a smoker, not a heavy highly addicted smoker but she has been smoking for several years now. I have to wonder though what tobbaco does for her since she has such a high tolerance.
After her it was my turn and again the room started to spin, this time intense waves forming and pulsing under my feet and then swirling all the way up and around me. I was laughing in control of my laughter and I was laughing coz I felt great. The sounds around me were fading into the background until my sister opened her mouth. She was being unbelievably annoying - the worst sitter ever. I lay on my back to relax while she keeps asking 'Is it working? Are you faking the laugh? I just wanted her to shut up.
After I centered myself I could tell my sister was upset that it wasn't working for her even though I explained how I gave her a mild version of the leaf. To cheer her up I loaded a mixture of the leaf and some 10x extract. After a few hits this time she was feeling the effect, she was still in control but felt the change and started to chill to the music playing in the background and this lasted only a few minutes - I think it was more like a buzz for her.
About 30 minutes later 2 of my other sisters joined in and prepared for a big hit, not that they actually knew what they were preparing themselves for. I'll describe the events that took place in the next post.
Tuesday, 6 July 2010
Herb Thought Placebo and A lot of Dreams
Last night did some reading on peoples experience with salvia divinorum and then went to bed. I closed my eyes falling asleep. Suddenly I was alarmed by the intensity of external noise. These were sounds of people walking which sounded like loud banging sounds, voices incredibly loud (voices of people at home and the neighbours).
I was actually annoyed it was late night and I kept wondering don't these people ever think about just going to sleep. Again I attempted to fall back to sleep only to be awakened by the intensity of the external sounds. This went on several times until I managed to fall asleep awakened at 3am to the sounds of animals going crazy in some distant garden. Each time I was alarmed I thought about how it is possible that thinking about those magic herbs is having some kind of effect.
Went back to sleep and had a series of dreams, so long and vivid I will relay the ones most memorable:
Lonely Man
In this dream there is a man, at first I think he's elderly but closer observation reveals this man is sick. There is some major hair loss which suggests cancer, also he looks very frail. First I see him with his wife who appears very young, she seems to be giving him a hard time. Then his son appears with a document for his father to sign. The father seems he no longer cares, he's faced every possible hardship in the world I don't think he bothers to read the document. However I get to read it and it has something to do with a mortgage and I quickly deduce (how I don't know) that his son and possibly his wife have already sorted out his death certificate. They are fraudently speeding up the process of attaining this mans property.
Creepy Arousal
I'm in the garden can't remember what I was doing, but I think I was walking around naked. As I walk to the door I get a glimpse of a man peering through a gap in the fence from my neighbours garden. Somehow this man I don't recognize gets closer to me, then I am lying down on a bed sexually aroused. I realize that this man is slightly overweight, he also looks a bit creepy and not exactly attractive however I seem to be lit on fire. I wake in and out of this dream all the while with the feeling of arousal.
Planting Properly
I'm taking out some plants from the nursery and being guided by some unknown person to plant them near a sofa suite set up in a box format. I plant near one side of sofa then realize that when people sit on this sofa they will squash my plants with their feet. Then I try to find a solution which is obviously not to plant where I was told to.
I had another dream about being in a sort of ship, perhaps this dream was the most vivid however it is the one dream that I'm finding difficult to recall. There were quite a lot of other dreams as well but it is hard to recall that much detail.
I was actually annoyed it was late night and I kept wondering don't these people ever think about just going to sleep. Again I attempted to fall back to sleep only to be awakened by the intensity of the external sounds. This went on several times until I managed to fall asleep awakened at 3am to the sounds of animals going crazy in some distant garden. Each time I was alarmed I thought about how it is possible that thinking about those magic herbs is having some kind of effect.
Went back to sleep and had a series of dreams, so long and vivid I will relay the ones most memorable:
Lonely Man
In this dream there is a man, at first I think he's elderly but closer observation reveals this man is sick. There is some major hair loss which suggests cancer, also he looks very frail. First I see him with his wife who appears very young, she seems to be giving him a hard time. Then his son appears with a document for his father to sign. The father seems he no longer cares, he's faced every possible hardship in the world I don't think he bothers to read the document. However I get to read it and it has something to do with a mortgage and I quickly deduce (how I don't know) that his son and possibly his wife have already sorted out his death certificate. They are fraudently speeding up the process of attaining this mans property.
Creepy Arousal
I'm in the garden can't remember what I was doing, but I think I was walking around naked. As I walk to the door I get a glimpse of a man peering through a gap in the fence from my neighbours garden. Somehow this man I don't recognize gets closer to me, then I am lying down on a bed sexually aroused. I realize that this man is slightly overweight, he also looks a bit creepy and not exactly attractive however I seem to be lit on fire. I wake in and out of this dream all the while with the feeling of arousal.
Planting Properly
I'm taking out some plants from the nursery and being guided by some unknown person to plant them near a sofa suite set up in a box format. I plant near one side of sofa then realize that when people sit on this sofa they will squash my plants with their feet. Then I try to find a solution which is obviously not to plant where I was told to.
I had another dream about being in a sort of ship, perhaps this dream was the most vivid however it is the one dream that I'm finding difficult to recall. There were quite a lot of other dreams as well but it is hard to recall that much detail.
Monday, 5 July 2010
Herbs for Divination
As I've mentioned in previous post I'm thinking about taking mind altering herbs. Something that will help in assisting state of consciousness, even more so I just really feel guided to explore this area since it is something I've never thought about delving into simply because of legislation factors which are just completely absurd. I've never really had the desire nor the impulse to ever try this stuff because of the stigma associated with it - I think perhaps there was also some fear.
The herbs that I can explore with at the moment are salvia divinorum and a mexican dream herb to assist in divinations - another area which I'm exploring and becoming more accustomed to.
The herbs that I can explore with at the moment are salvia divinorum and a mexican dream herb to assist in divinations - another area which I'm exploring and becoming more accustomed to.
Psychedelic Fireworks, Elevators and Escalators
I had several dreams this morning.
Psychedelic Fireworks
In the dream there is an ignited fireworks device in my cousins hand. The sparks and sounds get stronger suggesting launch at any second. I'm freaking out. There's an open window and I can't recall if it was me or him who was aiming the firework out through the window. Fortunately it went out higher up towards the sky, although the sparks fell down on people it caused no harm in fact it looked magical and the people around just stared in amazement.
I know I had this dream because lately I have been considering smoking weed and exploring psychedelics and the cousin in reality is a hardcore drug addict, I guess the cousin is like an output manifestation of my current thoughts, I'm still not sure what it means.
I've been boggling my mind trying to understand why certain psychedelics have been made illegal when alcohol and tobacco are even more harmful. In fact a lot of my research into this shows that these psychedelics can be beneficial - especially for spirituality.
I've done a little research on Salvia Divinorum - it's legal so right now this seems to be my best choice. My reason for exploring this area is spiritual.
Elevators and Escalators
In this dream I am with my nan taking her to the hospital. We go inside an elevator, the doors almost closing and nan has lagged behind. I put my arms out quick to stop the door from closing, get in and my nan follows. Suddenly I realized we got on the wrong elevator and I have forgotten what floor we needed to get to. I walk around and it seems like I am just exploring this hospital. Suddenly I've lost nan and try to remember where I left her. I try to go in through one of the doors I recall going through before. Once nearing the door I get this message that you go in there if you don't want to survive and are willing to get hurt. I get away from there as fast as possible. There is another glass door and I can see through it are really long escalators, one going up the other down. I get on it and going up it is like I am zooming, incredibly fast you'd think it was a rollercoaster. At some stage when I blink I see my red pillow with sunflowers and other floral designs and I cannot move. I am at SP but I don't think that I am at the time - I simply think that I'm still in the dream and somehow strangely my pillow is in front of my face.
Psychedelic Fireworks
In the dream there is an ignited fireworks device in my cousins hand. The sparks and sounds get stronger suggesting launch at any second. I'm freaking out. There's an open window and I can't recall if it was me or him who was aiming the firework out through the window. Fortunately it went out higher up towards the sky, although the sparks fell down on people it caused no harm in fact it looked magical and the people around just stared in amazement.
I know I had this dream because lately I have been considering smoking weed and exploring psychedelics and the cousin in reality is a hardcore drug addict, I guess the cousin is like an output manifestation of my current thoughts, I'm still not sure what it means.
I've been boggling my mind trying to understand why certain psychedelics have been made illegal when alcohol and tobacco are even more harmful. In fact a lot of my research into this shows that these psychedelics can be beneficial - especially for spirituality.
I've done a little research on Salvia Divinorum - it's legal so right now this seems to be my best choice. My reason for exploring this area is spiritual.
Elevators and Escalators
In this dream I am with my nan taking her to the hospital. We go inside an elevator, the doors almost closing and nan has lagged behind. I put my arms out quick to stop the door from closing, get in and my nan follows. Suddenly I realized we got on the wrong elevator and I have forgotten what floor we needed to get to. I walk around and it seems like I am just exploring this hospital. Suddenly I've lost nan and try to remember where I left her. I try to go in through one of the doors I recall going through before. Once nearing the door I get this message that you go in there if you don't want to survive and are willing to get hurt. I get away from there as fast as possible. There is another glass door and I can see through it are really long escalators, one going up the other down. I get on it and going up it is like I am zooming, incredibly fast you'd think it was a rollercoaster. At some stage when I blink I see my red pillow with sunflowers and other floral designs and I cannot move. I am at SP but I don't think that I am at the time - I simply think that I'm still in the dream and somehow strangely my pillow is in front of my face.
Psychedelic Fireworks, Elevators and Escalators
I had several dreams this morning.
Psychedelic Fireworks
In the dream there is an ignited fireworks device in my cousins hand. The sparks and sounds get stronger suggesting launch at any second. I'm freaking out. There's an open window and I can't recall if it was me or him who was aiming the firework out through the window. Fortunately it went out higher up towards the sky, although the sparks fell down on people it caused no harm in fact it looked magical and the people around just stared in amazement.
I know I had this dream because lately I have been considering smoking weed and exploring psychedelics and the cousin in reality is a hardcore drug addict, I guess the cousin is like an output manifestation of my current thoughts, I'm still not sure what it means.
I've been boggling my mind trying to understand why certain psychedelics have been made illegal when alcohol and tobacco are even more harmful. In fact a lot of my research into this shows that these psychedelics can be beneficial - especially for spirituality.
I've done a little research on Salvia Divinorum - it's legal so right now this seems to be my best choice. My reason for exploring this area is spiritual.
Elevators and Escalators
In this dream I am with my nan taking her to the hospital. We go inside an elevator, the doors almost closing and nan has lagged behind. I put my arms out quick to stop the door from closing, get in and my nan follows. Suddenly I realized we got on the wrong elevator and I have forgotten what floor we needed to get to. I walk around and it seems like I am just exploring this hospital. Suddenly I've lost nan and try to remember where I left her. I try to go in through one of the doors I recall going through before. Once nearing the door I get this message that you go in there if you don't want to survive and are willing to get hurt. I get away from there as fast as possible. There is another glass door and I can see through it are really long escalators, one going up the other down. I get on it and going up it is like I am zooming, incredibly fast you'd think it was a rollercoaster. At some stage when I blink I see my red pillow with sunflowers and other floral designs and I cannot move. I am at SP but I don't think that I am at the time - I simply think that I'm still in the dream and somehow strangely my pillow is in front of my face.
Psychedelic Fireworks
In the dream there is an ignited fireworks device in my cousins hand. The sparks and sounds get stronger suggesting launch at any second. I'm freaking out. There's an open window and I can't recall if it was me or him who was aiming the firework out through the window. Fortunately it went out higher up towards the sky, although the sparks fell down on people it caused no harm in fact it looked magical and the people around just stared in amazement.
I know I had this dream because lately I have been considering smoking weed and exploring psychedelics and the cousin in reality is a hardcore drug addict, I guess the cousin is like an output manifestation of my current thoughts, I'm still not sure what it means.
I've been boggling my mind trying to understand why certain psychedelics have been made illegal when alcohol and tobacco are even more harmful. In fact a lot of my research into this shows that these psychedelics can be beneficial - especially for spirituality.
I've done a little research on Salvia Divinorum - it's legal so right now this seems to be my best choice. My reason for exploring this area is spiritual.
Elevators and Escalators
In this dream I am with my nan taking her to the hospital. We go inside an elevator, the doors almost closing and nan has lagged behind. I put my arms out quick to stop the door from closing, get in and my nan follows. Suddenly I realized we got on the wrong elevator and I have forgotten what floor we needed to get to. I walk around and it seems like I am just exploring this hospital. Suddenly I've lost nan and try to remember where I left her. I try to go in through one of the doors I recall going through before. Once nearing the door I get this message that you go in there if you don't want to survive and are willing to get hurt. I get away from there as fast as possible. There is another glass door and I can see through it are really long escalators, one going up the other down. I get on it and going up it is like I am zooming, incredibly fast you'd think it was a rollercoaster. At some stage when I blink I see my red pillow with sunflowers and other floral designs and I cannot move. I am at SP but I don't think that I am at the time - I simply think that I'm still in the dream and somehow strangely my pillow is in front of my face.
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