Chewed on 8 quids of Salvia @ 10:55pm without mouthwash. 4 quids seems to enough for a brief experience, once I get to 5th quid I'm struggling through the chewing process as it starts to take effect.
Shifted more quickly and smoothly. External noise did not bother me because I made my peace with it beforehand and I got this surge of good feelings whilst preparing the Salvia. All external sound reduced I think mostly because I changed my focus.
At this stage I am aware that everything is consciousness and interconnected, the walls of my room, the structure of my house attached to the structures of neighbouring buildings, roads, plants, trees everything is consciousness, real, alive and communicating.
I'm sensing energies. I recognize one energy, it's Uncle Sy - he is physically in the house speaking with my nan. He communicates to me that I'm not always so welcoming referring to the physical 'J' - I think this is my Uncle's higher self speaking to my higher self.
I am blended with my higher self, human identity is present but without all the background noise (human, earthly concerns).
There are more energies, possibly beings or other higher selves I just can't identify their human counterparts should they have any. They are all focused on me and speaking amongst each other, there is a being telling me that something will happen - it involves the entire Universe and not just the Earth. The Being is informing me not in the human expression of words but through telepathic communication. In order to understand in human terms I am thinking of analogies. I think of a flamenco dancer, we are like the hems of her dress and as she flips her dress inwards to one side I begin to understand. There is going to be an actual shift, a major shift. I was not given the details of what exactly will be shifting but my guess is it has to do with planetary shifts and not just Earth (feel the need to do more research on ascension and 2012). I am being told that now more than ever people need to be aware of this, people need to be prepared because it is not something designated for a future time - it is occurring now. I am not given any further details about how to be prepared.
I realize that I need to tell everyone I can about it, the more people the better. This Being scans me for a portal through which I can channel this info. I start to think about the ways I can share it and this blog was the first thing that flashed in my mind.
The other Beings present started to make themselves more open and communicated. They were all laughing and saying how they did not believe I could do it. They do not have very high expectations for me and begin to point out some obstacles - I join in the laughter and suggest the ways I can overcome these obstacles, that I'll figure it out in the hope that they will have some faith in me. Their main concern (though they were being very comical about it) was that I would not be open enough to express myself fully. Their laughter continued to tease me and joining in made me feel really good - they were friendly and I could sense very good vibes from them. I felt like they were stripping me of my clothing trying to get me naked, only my clothes is made of flesh, blood, bones and a human identity.
I received a flash of knowing about higher selves and how to relate with other people. One thing that was very clear to me was that if I ever wanted to communicate with another person about any issue I could do it more effectively whilst connected to my higher self and communicate with the higher self of other person. I think I will try this out. Once focused in physical body I felt inner vibrations.
I have enough salvia left for one more trip which I will use up, however after that I'm giving this entheogen exploration a rest.
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