I am preparing now for winter period and being in a northern climate now is perfect time for deep dreaming and explorations.
I will be focusing on the following during this time:
Vivid dreaming - Jungian dream analysis
Lucid dreaming
Astral projection / OBEs
Remote viewing
Karmic healing
Biohacking
Astrohacking
I'm always biohacking, no matter what season this I'll always practice.
2025 has been another year of learning. So much growth this year. I have made some very profound discoveries.
In brief, the human form is like an electrical vessel with a field, a very energetic field all around it that can be manipulated. The field can be working optimally or with chaotic output input.
Your work is to repair and rebuild this field.
This year that is what I have been doing. Food, supplements self care are essential. It is more than just what you put in your body. I can't condense all this information in this one post.
I'll give an example of what I learned. We attract and repel people (other energies) based on the state of our field.
I have looked more in depth into neurotransmitters, have learned so much I can read people after getting to know them a little. Traits, habits everything helps with the analysis.
Often times we may attract characters that seem to be in conflict with our field - undesirable, bad unwanted players in this game of life. Sometimes these characters are undesirable but somehow we invite them through our field. Just the meeting of one person can have a ripple effect.
I had met one such person, following their traits, habits etc. Now she wasn't bad or undesirable, in fact we got along quite well but there some things that felt like I can do without.
She was a chronic smoker, a sharp intelligent woman whom I shared apartment with. Now this was a temporary arrangement but at some point the idea came to my mind and I am not sure how but I determined that if I could match the levels of the neurotransmitter she was stimulating it would, by my theory I had cooked up, repel her. So I experimented, lo and behold she had to leave after this and could not remain in the apartment.
I continued these experiments and still to this day carry on learning and growing.
When a person comes into your space whether desirable or not its because you bring some element to the field based on where you are and the growth you must do. They say like attracts like but actually two opposing forces attract just like a magnet.
In my situation I increased Acetylcholine levels to either match or surpass the levels of the woman in my space. The effect was instant. Now I don't go around matching my levels to that of those around me but I certainly do use it as a cue. I follow a map as a guide, when to increase which biochemistry in my body. And it's not just neurotransmitters, I also manipulate levels of hormones and other chemicals and processes in the body.
The biological system of the human form is essential to any spiritual development. By manipulating this bodily system effectively we can awaken all our special abilities that right now remain dormant.
Working to renew rebuild the field also helps attract positive experiences.
It has been an interesting year of experiments and I have so much to share.
From dream journal:
3rd July 2024
TIME TRAVEL OBE DREAMS
What if I told you we could travel through time?
I can't be sure how it started. But here's what I recall. It was probably 5:40am before I fell asleep after tossing and turning. My mind was occupied with how I was going to make banana chocolate coconut chip cakes. I have to utilize ingredients and have to use the kitchen within a certain time. I leaned sideways on my right side but felt uncomfortable.
I'm going out of body and this may have happened a few times. Suddenly I am somewhere with family. I see my eldest sister and wonder where my nephew is. When I spot him I realise he's the younger version. It took some time before I realised I might be dreaming. I became very lucid but the scene changed rapidly that I can't recall the transition between scenes.
In one OBE like event I was in a random bed and noticed another bed opposite which made me think I might still be dreaming. Lots of things must have happened in between but the following is the most significant.
Dining room scene: J lemonade soaked cashews which seems to annoy me. I think maybe I should smash it onto the ground and say it accidentally fell off. Then tamed my anger and simply moved. I look across near the door in the hallway (reality home) a woman stretching a shawl. I wonder if it's mum. I quickly follow her as she walks away but she is very short tiny like a child. I look at her but can't recognize the face. I go in kitchen walking past people I can't seem to recognize. I go out to the garden and memory of scene trails off here.
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I am outside sitting under a canopy tent with seat and table amongst strangers. We're having a lively discussion. I mention how it's hard to stay healthy with all the pesticides in food etc (very much a topic I discuss in reality). The others are saying things that I can't vividly recall atm. I then start talking about cancer and I realise that nobody is listening with a woman to my left and man in front of me. Both perhaps in their 50s or 60s. I ask them suddenly "What if I told you we could travel through time?" And then it hits me, suddenly as if I realized in that moment who I was (you know the 'me' that is writing this entry at this very moment) and knowing that I realized what I am doing there and how I got there. OMG. Quick think, where am I? I look around asking "Where is this? What is this place?" No, wrong question! "When is this place?"
Suffice to say the people around me by now thought I was a nutter lol
I ask a woman to my right who is standing "What year is it?" She mumbles something unintelligible, now thinking back I don't know if she was just taking the piss. I look at the man sitting in front of me asking rather urgently the same question and he very clearly replies "It's 2023" moving his mouth very slowly as if I was stupid. And with that I open my eyes transitioning back to reality or should I say 2024.
Woke up around 5:50am
Wow wow wow
This is my first proper time travel or at least the first I'm able to recall
I should note down here that last night I rapidly fell asleep and was in such a deep sleeping state but had my phone on loud that when I got two calls at two different times disturbing my sleep I was so groggy that I slipped back to sleep unable to stay awake. It was after 3am I woke up after about 7 hours with failed attempt to sleep some more but then around 5am tried to just relax. I have been experimenting with one of my formulas again. I had castor oil on my eyelids. I'm trying to think what exactly helped enter this state to repeat it
So I started this New Year with a bit of a bump on the road. There was an incident. A virus escaped. A lot of people died. The trouble was, they didn't stay dead. Okay just kidding guys lol. The flu wasn't that bad but almost did wipe me out. Doing a lot better now, trying to be good and kind to my body, eating as healthy as I can.
I put my biohacks on pause from winter period simply because just wanted to have a break from pill popping and tried my utmost best on incorporating more healing foods.
This year my intention is to adapt to a diet that is about 90% healthy as right now it's in the range of 60-70%. I think the focus should not be simply on foods but how a person eats too. Taking into consideration times to eat, what to eat and how to eat. Example chop food up and chew until it turns into a smoothie in your mouth.
I think there should also be an emphasis on various healing practices like yoga, pranayama breathing techniques etc. So I'll be doing more of this.
I'm going to be using hemisync too. I always seem lose track when doing the program. Need to find ways to make sure I utilize these practices. It's difficult when you have so little time.
My dreams past two days are on another level, feel like I am waking up in other peoples lives or different realities, too real to not be real. Often I wake up sensing the importance of the dream.
Example of a dream: There is an incident everyone was running looking up at the sky announcing that the sun is going to fall, later some mythical elephant and shark like creatures are frozen in ice. It would seem many eons later those same creatures were defrosting and coming back to life. The elephant was pulled up by some invisible force, not much recall after that but I woke up feeling like this acutally happened in some past existence. It's the feelings that come with the dreams that are more profound than the events.
Another dream which occured in this mornings second sleep phase was incredibly vivid. I was surrounded by a group of ethiopian women standing. I was lying down on a bed. I try to convince them of their special abilities with a focus on their third eyes. I tell them that the artwork based on them depicting big eye on middle of forehead is no creative endeavour, it is literally telling them about their powers. However it doesn't work and they slowly creep up closer to me, I close my eyes knowing there's not more I can do and then feel the sensation of the knife against left side of my head.
These do not feel like ordinary dreams, or maybe they are and because of the lucidity and vivid experience it feels almost the same as reality. Some days I cannot recall anything but will be keeping tranck.
Whilst I had the flu I slept around 20 hours yet barely had any dream recall. The sleep at this time was definitely healing.
I'll try to keep this blog updated.
As the year comes to a close I thought I might as well post some updates and what I have learned and discovered this year. The focus has been on biohacking and learning more about planetary influences dabbling in astrology but using my own intuition to guide me rather than learning from a book or other knowledge base.
My twin flame, and someone I considered a soulmate have all but completely disappeared from my life but this year I forged new acquaintances that have been like lessons in life. My dear mum passed away this year. Life is a balance of holding on and letting go...I believe it was Rumi who mentioned that.
I am curious what 2024 has in store, not just for me but the whole planet and its earthly inhabitants.
There is going to be some major solar flares coming up, a peak activity of the current solar cycle. Possible elections coming up both UK and US something that coincidentally brings about chaotic events. In the last one it was covid.
A lot has transpired throughout this year but the biggest change has been not using salvia.
I'll be continuing my focus on the biohacking. So far this winter I kind of took a step back as I feel I needed to reduce certain brain chemicals and wait for spring to emerge and then get the ball rolling. Also I have a feeling that spring is coming early. In some parts of the world there will be mini heatwaves as early as March especially in the UK.
There will also be even more focus on AI and advancing of technology and technological influences. Much of my biohacking is to do with the natural Human Intelligence (HI) and activating this not really so much to compete with AI but to become aware of the brain capacity that has always been available to humans.
It's a work in progress, I hope I can complete it in this lifetime or hopefully someone else can...
I have been learning and understanding more about astrology recently and more through direct experience rather than reading about it.
Of course there is some reading to do in order to understand some of the ways that different planets influence daily life. I've even gone ahead and sorted out a birth chart. There are some challenging stuff on there but also some good stuff.
Lunar eclipses have some major effect on me - it's not very pretty I'm afraid. Things get chaotic and out of hand. The most recent had me on edge and tested my levels of power and how others around me influence my level of power.
It's interesting beause there were a few very challenging aspects on this Lunar Eclipse on the 28th October; Mercury conjunct Mars and both these planets were opposition to Jupiter. I was very calm on this day to begin with but I think what happened is some of what I said on this day somehow triggered certain others. I could have easily avoided much of the struggles of this day if I had remained quiet but I felt I needed to express myself and in some ways glad as I had some startling revelations. But I am learning more about these influences and how to avoid these types of struggles.If I could rewind, turn back time and do things differently I would have avoided the confrontation but then I would not have had the revelations and it has set into motion some action that I think may be useful to me or just something that is meant to be. Next time I am going to be more mindful.
I think it's fair to say that on the next Lunar Eclipse I'll be hiding in some cave, far away from all opposing forces but I suppose these sort of things will catch up to you in some other ways.
I'm not a stranger to lunar eclipses and this wouldn't really be the first such chaos but it has so far been the most intense, so much that I really must take it all more seriously and cater my life around the cosmos.
Recently I'm also seeing some influence of various planetary aspects, some that sync with my birth chart. I've been focusing on the moon for quite some time and already know much of their influence on me but these extra planetary aspects paint a clearer more detailed picture. Solar Eclipse so far hasn't been all that eventful but the difference may be that the Solar Eclipse on 14th October did not have any other planetary aspects at the same time at least not to the degree it would bring up challenges.
Recent OBE took place on the 18th October 2023.
Most of the OBEs I have are spontaneous, no conscious effort on my part. Maybe just meditation when awakened from sleep which is basically WBTB technique.
I exited the body more than once until I was able to sustain awareness. A few times I met my mum, moments that I am still recalling.
In another trip I emerged in a world with large coloured almost plastic yet claylike structures. There was a deep feeling of familiarity and I remember thinking 'I've been here before'.
I'm going to attempt OBEs and deep dreaming in the coming months as we approach winter. I think this is the best time for these experiences. At the same time I'll be experimenting with deeper sleep states and healing.
