Seduction

I get back to bed around 6am but start relaxing fully about 40 mins later. Focusing on my breathing I am going deeper and deeper until suddenly I am touched by an idea. The idea is that there's someone outside my house - I play with the idea and find myself anxiously looking out of the top floor window - outside the living room window there are about 4 people taking a peep inside obviously planning to break in. I bang the window trying to ward them off with my presence but they can't hear me - I am so angry.

The idea slows down, and I remember it was just an idea. Then I hear whispers of voices - the idea is that they are conspiring something but I can't make out what they're saying. There is a strange feeling and the voices are gone only to be replaced by a symphony. I wonder where it is until I realize I am the symphony, I feel what is like to be a string of notes. The tune remains and there is the addition of a female voice singing at first sounding English, then Hindi at which point I'm thinking whether I am the one conjuring these songs. I try to sing along and think certain Hindi phrases, but the words that come out are different. The language has changed it sounds either Arabic or Turkish I honestly don't know. It was just beautiful.

I look to the wall on one side of the room, there's a birth of an image taking place. I stare at it with open eyes, close my eyes and the image burns through the eyelids. The base of my spine is rattling - just this tiny motion is intoxifying the body with sexual energy. I realized at this moment that all the ideas so far of this and that occuring were like caresses - a means to seduce me. I try to give into to the motion present in the spine, but with a slight movement it was gone. Got up at 7:15am.

Psychedelic Home

In this dream I'm outside in a field - again I am capturing faces everywhere. There are many people here - some kind of memorial for a well known woman who experimented with psychedelics. I feel her presence lingering in the atmosphere, I feel her say 'May all who seek peace find peace'.

I look to the left, not too far away there's a mansion. There's a huge stone structure in front of the house and this part forms a face combined with the mansion entrance. I walk closer, from the outside it is boarded up, used to belong to the woman. Walk inside, it is really massive and made completely out of stone - like one gigantic stone carved up. The ceilings are way up high and I feel dizzy just being in this big open space. I don't see any furniture about. A man walks in - some kind of presenter working for a reality tv show, he plans to stay for the week for a project journaling what it feels like to stay in a strange building.

Walk into a room with large windows - there's a balcony - this part is above sea. I see many large wild birds floating here - forming a pattern. On a wood block I see the carcass of a bird and wondered how this bird came to an end. The other birds feel something and are moving as an individual - made up of many birds.

Somehow the dream transforms where I am seeing familiar faces, kind of garbled and hard to recall. Woke up 4am.

Major Orgasmic Brain Massage

As I write this I am still feeling some brain pains.

7am tried to fall asleep again. I felt sexual energy taking over and found myself consciously moved to do the mula bandha - felt a little rattle at the base of spine and knew something was about to take place. I heard a electro button sound going 'deeeet' then another single tone.

I turn my head to the right side because for some unknown reason I can't keep my head rested on the pillow aligned with the body. On the wall I see a bearded young man, almost looks like Jesus.

Close eyes and his face is still there. Forehead gets really magnetic - brain feels like it is being pulled up and massaged - the intensity of this brain orgasm is unbearable - I know not to fight it, feels important - so I give in and remain still. My head rocks a little, nodding and shaking a little left and right.

I get a few dream visuals where the forming entities surrounding me are eating me or doing something I can't seem to describe. Got up at around 9am.

My head still hurts a lot, I feel the pain deep in the brain. Not sure if I should attribute the pain to menses or the brain activity.

Dreams of Divine Light

I had dreams about being in a scene where I am observing - making out images within the scene and capture various snapshots until it disappears - then I'd look again - great divine beings - so gigantic. They are formed by illuminations of light - the lines are made from light. They are huge structures. I figure these rays must be from the sun. The rays illuminate these divine beings - I felt they were all around me - then I got the sense that I am on top, in and around them all at the same time. This was unlike 3D, a very different kind of dimensional viewing.

This dream felt like a lesson - a lesson in seeing the bigger picture? One thing I really understood from it is that this reality we percieve has so much depth, you could get to the deepest end and still there is a lot more to see. The deeper you look the greater you see. Woke at 6am making sense of this dream and I got this inner knowing that the Earth is a tiny speck of a vast expansive field - a tiny cell on a bigger body, I felt that the deeper you travel into this depth the slower time feels - like a day there would feel like what a millenia is here. Suddenly I felt like I knew why I came here.

- at 7am fell asleep and had a major orgasmic brain massage experience.

Australia Flood - La Niña and El Viejo

I was taking a look at NASA's many captured images of all kinds of natural disasters and pretty much in everything I am finding images. I don't really strain my eyes or look hard, they just appear to me - like the brain is piecing together a jigsaw puzzle. There's no doubt that some kind of change has been made to the brain.

I took a look at the most recent disaster which is all over the headlines - the flood in Australia and before I took a look at the satellite images I didn't read too much about it other than how it has put many homes at risk and many people still unaccounted for.

Here is the whole image:

Source: Earth Observatory - NASA

Here are two images (cropped from the right hand side top corner of the above picture - next to Rockhampton) - Image A pointing out facial features, look at Image B to see if you can make out the face:

Image A                                        Image B












In this image you should be able to make out the face of an old man.


Here is the another satellite picture of Australia's flood:

Source: Earth Observatory - NASA

Here are the two cropped images (from the right hand side top corner of the above picture - next to Rockhampton) - again Image A pointing out to the features and image B for clearer viewing:

Image A Image B





In this image there is a little girl who looks to be splashing water, I could see the splash pattern on her face and the wavey splash in the sea. She also seems to be spitting or sucking water into her mouth. This one might be a little harder to make out. However, when I looked at it a while longer I noticed inside the image of the girl there is a face of an old man.

I read some more on the Australia flood and found out that it was caused by La Niña - did some research on this. La Niña means the little girl and found out that it is sometimes referred to as El Viejo, which means the old man. Uh - coincidence?

I've been trying to figure out why these names are given and found a few articles - nothing that actually suggests that it has to do with the pattern of the weather forming these images. I hope others can see it - it is really fascinating.

Here are the articles from the web about La Niña and El Viejo:
Article 1
Article 2

Interpreting Natural Disasters

I have been so fascinated by all the faces that I am seeing everywhere - I mean everywhere even the smudges of a door handle.

I decided to google lots of images of various sceneries of nature etc and wow!

Decided to look up images of natural disasters. Checked out hurricanes and came across Hurricane Katrina - which absolutely fascinated me.

Here's the original image:

Source: Nasa Earth Observatory


Here's the image outlining two of the characters:


To the left is an image of a little man or a boy - to the right is a woman with an interesting permed up hairdo (the hair seems to be made of all kinds of faces). Inside the woman is a big face.

Woke up from a dream where I was higher up in the sky looking down and on Earth or some planet seeing the face of a woman - there was some message in it that I couldn't decipher - woke up at 4am from this dream with a headache and aches in left ear like I might have slept in an awkward position where my ear was bent.

I think there's another way to look at natural disasters, we should learn to interpret their meaning - maybe there's something in the bigger picture?

Pareidolia

Pareidolia - which is the name for seeing faces in things or hearing certain sounds that has significance to the person percieving it.

I am noticing these faces everywhere, yesterday there were some on the vinyl toilet floor - had this flooring for almost two years and I have seen one or two face before - this time they were scattered all over.

Saw some last night whilst in bed outside frame of window - formed by the sand cement I used about two years ago to fill up the huge gap between building and frame and did not bother to paint over.

Just a moment ago I noticed the faces outside formed by tree branches - incredible. I have since read many accounts of this phenomena online experienced by others.

This is interesting, when I'm under the effects of Salvia the way the walls, ceiling and other random objects come to life you would think in reality they are all where they are even when the effects die down - just that they become quiet or maybe the function of the brain that allows this perception dims down unless you make some initiative to see them.