After Salvia event yesterday evening, becoming more sober I stared at the sky for 30 minutes. Softly gazing seems to do the trick. Passing were many faces - I'm amazed I've never seen anything quite as magical.
It wasn't a vision or a full coloured visual - this was clouds and the color of the blue sky and perhaps even the motion of the wind which gave the impression that several figurines were moving.
I witnessed mostly ancient greek old men type faces. There were a few children but mostly old faces. Some looked like jokers, some old men had mouth slightly open revealing a teeth or two which was funny. There was one figure of a beautiful elegant woman - she had this grace about her, she moved slightly. A man with pointy hat raised his arm fixing hat - another old greek face actually moved his eye's - so amazing to see these movements. Most of the old faces - some were women had a rather solemn grumpy look on their face and others looked mildly sinister - they needed some serious cheering up.
I wondered what they were up to - I knew it would rain after checking weather forecast and thought they're preparing our weather predictions. I feel the weather really is being controlled by the masses - I've read a chapter regarding this in Doreen Valiente's book Natural Magic.
It is just absolutely amazing that the sky is painted in this way - I wonder what other magestic aspect of this planet will be revealed.
I found a video on youtube - with a gigantic face and eyes peering out - click here There's no doubt more to view.
I woke up later in the night at about 12:45am - remembering my sleepless sleep where I was conversing with others telling me something about oil and trash and how there are holes we are eating through? It made a lot of sense at the time. Surprisingly I felt rather refreshed I thought it might be 4 or 5am - shocked to see it was only 12:45am. Tried to go back to sleep but that was impossible - did oil pulling and some chores - still not tired. Then looked at the sky but it has been covered completely with clouds and no visible face to be seen.
Tuesday, 11 January 2011
Monday, 10 January 2011
The Possible End of Salvia Sharing
Salvia crumbled leaves formed 5 quid balls - todays dose is best amount. Used at 5:30pm - the worst time possible.
Salvia woke me up good this time:
I was clearing out drawer - saw empty bags of salvia but two had quite a bit of salvia crumbles - ordered some fresh batch so was going to experiment with Salvia again. These crumbles decided to use up, soaked and during soak I was thinking a lot about someone who has helped to get me sexually charged up today and I did not want this Salvia trip to be about him, bcoz others energies especially if you're thinking about them gets mixed up easily in the experience.
Anyways, it would appear he was the least of my problems. I chewed third ball (crumbly) and there was a male like character in my batch of chewed up Salvia - it was looking at me and I said 'What you looking at?' and spat the next ball on top of it LOL!
I am sitting on bed chewing, as I go under I tell them (beings who are stirring) how I should make a movie about what the effects are like and I make sure to inform them that I will not be in it but it will be about what Salvia does - a direct experience - I could so imagine it as a blockbuster hit.
Salvia is waking me up fast this time on so little of it. I want to lie back and go with the flow. The beings all around are stirring me up - conversing with me wanting to tell me something when suddenly phone rings - it's my sister I was thinking how she would be the one person to really interfere. The beings are sort of silently laughing - I think they set me up but I am too absorbed in my issues to take notice. I silence the phone then in the house another sis calls me with this annoying sister I have who is now on the other line - I screamed back that I'll call her. She shouts back saying it's alright sis wanted to just check what was for dinner. To make things worse my phone beeped and I got a message saying 'It's alright just decided to eat out now' - I felt like screaming but suppressed it, I think it is just poison in the body now. Weirdly it felt like she was tormenting me - somehow like she must know what I'm up to.
My anger was profound to say the least - I looked at all the other beings around and told them 'WTF! can you do something about them? F***ing Hell they should be out of my life already'. The whole time I'm getting angry I'm thinking there's no way I'm gonna write about this on the blog - it seems to be just about my stupid sisters.
The beings are telling me (NVC) to start writing about Salvia in my notebook, stop sharing it on blog - they are telling me my family problems have some kind of role to play but I censor out too much here because I try to put up a perfect image of myself trying to act as if I am gaining some spiritual perfection and thus block out important details - things that could help me personally in my life and a way to gain clearer perspective. In plain English, they're telling me that I'm a huge 'show-off' at least on this blog and I need to get over myself. I try to deny it but I guess I've never been good at lying but I have to admit I never did start this blog to show off. I actually ended up making this blog private for a long time before I shared the newer writings - simply because I don't like any kind of attention. I am by nature a very private person and so suddenly being revealed that I was actually the complete opposite was a blow to the head.
They keep telling me to look out the window. Twice I get up agitated - I don't see anything, I saw the moon before I took the Salvia but it obviously seems now to be hiding behind clouds.
Third time they insist I look again but I have to look for a while. I open blinds and say 'Alright, what is it? I don't see anything other than clouds.' Then I see, I see a man - a man shaped, contoured by the clouds. I say 'Okay, it's a plump looking man in the sky holding something - BIG DEAL!" I look away and return to the bed only to be back at the window within seconds staring at the sky. A man in the clouds?! and now I'm looking at a gigantic face - the two eyes pretty obvious. This has always been so in the consensus reality, that the energies are in the sky and they form into their respective shapes that if the human eye were to see it would make absolute sense. I'm thinking do they control the weather? when it's raining are they crying? Deep down I seem to have the answers but it is now a matter of remembering or learning - I'm not sure which.
I get in bed relax and think about the entire experience - beings and I we're all still astir. I can go deeper but decide to get up and write about this asap - getting up still under Salvia effect. I could see light structures still a little different - beings carefully putting all into it's usual space. One last moment I take a good look around and tell the Beings not to tell the man I met earlier today (meaning his being, higher self or whatever) that he got me sexually revved up - I feel fragile and I know in this state news travels faster than the speed of light.
I initially planned not to post Change is Good News and More Earth Changes for fear of appearing to be a quack as if I haven't already done a good job of that and just saved as draft ready for delete button. Now I feel the need to share those writings. It seems I do withhold a lot, I am so ego-centric honestly I had no idea.
Salvia woke me up good this time:
I was clearing out drawer - saw empty bags of salvia but two had quite a bit of salvia crumbles - ordered some fresh batch so was going to experiment with Salvia again. These crumbles decided to use up, soaked and during soak I was thinking a lot about someone who has helped to get me sexually charged up today and I did not want this Salvia trip to be about him, bcoz others energies especially if you're thinking about them gets mixed up easily in the experience.
Anyways, it would appear he was the least of my problems. I chewed third ball (crumbly) and there was a male like character in my batch of chewed up Salvia - it was looking at me and I said 'What you looking at?' and spat the next ball on top of it LOL!
I am sitting on bed chewing, as I go under I tell them (beings who are stirring) how I should make a movie about what the effects are like and I make sure to inform them that I will not be in it but it will be about what Salvia does - a direct experience - I could so imagine it as a blockbuster hit.
Salvia is waking me up fast this time on so little of it. I want to lie back and go with the flow. The beings all around are stirring me up - conversing with me wanting to tell me something when suddenly phone rings - it's my sister I was thinking how she would be the one person to really interfere. The beings are sort of silently laughing - I think they set me up but I am too absorbed in my issues to take notice. I silence the phone then in the house another sis calls me with this annoying sister I have who is now on the other line - I screamed back that I'll call her. She shouts back saying it's alright sis wanted to just check what was for dinner. To make things worse my phone beeped and I got a message saying 'It's alright just decided to eat out now' - I felt like screaming but suppressed it, I think it is just poison in the body now. Weirdly it felt like she was tormenting me - somehow like she must know what I'm up to.
My anger was profound to say the least - I looked at all the other beings around and told them 'WTF! can you do something about them? F***ing Hell they should be out of my life already'. The whole time I'm getting angry I'm thinking there's no way I'm gonna write about this on the blog - it seems to be just about my stupid sisters.
The beings are telling me (NVC) to start writing about Salvia in my notebook, stop sharing it on blog - they are telling me my family problems have some kind of role to play but I censor out too much here because I try to put up a perfect image of myself trying to act as if I am gaining some spiritual perfection and thus block out important details - things that could help me personally in my life and a way to gain clearer perspective. In plain English, they're telling me that I'm a huge 'show-off' at least on this blog and I need to get over myself. I try to deny it but I guess I've never been good at lying but I have to admit I never did start this blog to show off. I actually ended up making this blog private for a long time before I shared the newer writings - simply because I don't like any kind of attention. I am by nature a very private person and so suddenly being revealed that I was actually the complete opposite was a blow to the head.
They keep telling me to look out the window. Twice I get up agitated - I don't see anything, I saw the moon before I took the Salvia but it obviously seems now to be hiding behind clouds.
Third time they insist I look again but I have to look for a while. I open blinds and say 'Alright, what is it? I don't see anything other than clouds.' Then I see, I see a man - a man shaped, contoured by the clouds. I say 'Okay, it's a plump looking man in the sky holding something - BIG DEAL!" I look away and return to the bed only to be back at the window within seconds staring at the sky. A man in the clouds?! and now I'm looking at a gigantic face - the two eyes pretty obvious. This has always been so in the consensus reality, that the energies are in the sky and they form into their respective shapes that if the human eye were to see it would make absolute sense. I'm thinking do they control the weather? when it's raining are they crying? Deep down I seem to have the answers but it is now a matter of remembering or learning - I'm not sure which.
I get in bed relax and think about the entire experience - beings and I we're all still astir. I can go deeper but decide to get up and write about this asap - getting up still under Salvia effect. I could see light structures still a little different - beings carefully putting all into it's usual space. One last moment I take a good look around and tell the Beings not to tell the man I met earlier today (meaning his being, higher self or whatever) that he got me sexually revved up - I feel fragile and I know in this state news travels faster than the speed of light.
I initially planned not to post Change is Good News and More Earth Changes for fear of appearing to be a quack as if I haven't already done a good job of that and just saved as draft ready for delete button. Now I feel the need to share those writings. It seems I do withhold a lot, I am so ego-centric honestly I had no idea.
Sunday, 9 January 2011
Extra Detoxing
Last year was all about getting healthy, shifting diet working out rather slowly but surely what fits in with me and I have made some very drastic shifts. I even made a 'New Years Resolution' brain storm which if I get the chance I'll scan and post - there is so much on the list, including things that I have already started.
This year whilst I'm still working out the diet, still needing to take bigger steps I think some detox is in order. There are so many detox, so much to choose from - I read about all the benefits and feel like doing them all one program at a time.
For the meantime what I am using are only the most simplest of methods. I am particularly drawn to ayurvedic treatments - right now I'm using oil pulling for detox and so far I have become incredibly sick from it which is apparently a 'healing crisis'. Crushing headache with intense pressures and incredibly phlegmy, also feeling sore throat coming on and oh yeah an extra bowel movement every day - not that you really wanted to know. Honestly after all the online testimonials of this very simple method I just knew it was something I needed to try out. Right now starting out with one oil pull per day but will gradually be practicing twice a day. As for the more beneficial results I will post them after a month or so. So far it's just so easy to do and I hardly notice I'm doing anything because for the 20mins that I do oil pull I keep myself busy with chores.
The jala neti is helping a lot, doing this every day until I feel the need to cut back.
Practicing 5 tibetans almost daily - sometimes I end up slacking.
Need to practice more of the Safeties - such as the recapitulation.
This year whilst I'm still working out the diet, still needing to take bigger steps I think some detox is in order. There are so many detox, so much to choose from - I read about all the benefits and feel like doing them all one program at a time.
For the meantime what I am using are only the most simplest of methods. I am particularly drawn to ayurvedic treatments - right now I'm using oil pulling for detox and so far I have become incredibly sick from it which is apparently a 'healing crisis'. Crushing headache with intense pressures and incredibly phlegmy, also feeling sore throat coming on and oh yeah an extra bowel movement every day - not that you really wanted to know. Honestly after all the online testimonials of this very simple method I just knew it was something I needed to try out. Right now starting out with one oil pull per day but will gradually be practicing twice a day. As for the more beneficial results I will post them after a month or so. So far it's just so easy to do and I hardly notice I'm doing anything because for the 20mins that I do oil pull I keep myself busy with chores.
The jala neti is helping a lot, doing this every day until I feel the need to cut back.
Practicing 5 tibetans almost daily - sometimes I end up slacking.
Need to practice more of the Safeties - such as the recapitulation.
Friday, 7 January 2011
Light Eyes
Woke up at 2:45am, fell asleep by 6am though I was not sleepy just focused on breathing to relax, like a natural occuring meditation.
Moments later there is intense energy pumping through soles of feet, ascending through body. I could feel major expansions near reproductive organs. I could feel something like a presence near me. I'm lying down on the front side, turn my head to the right and see a beam of golden light right in front of my eyes, present maybe the entire time at the back of my head. This light is conscious and I feel it has eyes that I can't see staring back at me but can feel the stare.
I gaze into the light a moment longer and then put my head back on the pillow not daring to analyze it - I think it left me confused for some unknown reason.
Moments later there is intense energy pumping through soles of feet, ascending through body. I could feel major expansions near reproductive organs. I could feel something like a presence near me. I'm lying down on the front side, turn my head to the right and see a beam of golden light right in front of my eyes, present maybe the entire time at the back of my head. This light is conscious and I feel it has eyes that I can't see staring back at me but can feel the stare.
I gaze into the light a moment longer and then put my head back on the pillow not daring to analyze it - I think it left me confused for some unknown reason.
Thursday, 6 January 2011
More Earth Changes
These aren't predictions, more like calculations of what is likely to occur meaning the formula can change therefore changing the outcomes. So here's what I manage to get:
Lands are going to literally split, creating sections of islands*(earthquakes)
Lands will submerge under water
Major earthquakes and possibly tsunamis in places where they rarely occur (never been recorded)*
Mass reduction in population - through widespread disease*
Floods in cities
*most likely to occur this year
Every little change no matter how subtle or intense has a ripple effect, we can learn to read these ripples therefore calculate what will result from the change.
Lands are going to literally split, creating sections of islands*(earthquakes)
Lands will submerge under water
Major earthquakes and possibly tsunamis in places where they rarely occur (never been recorded)*
Mass reduction in population - through widespread disease*
Floods in cities
*most likely to occur this year
Every little change no matter how subtle or intense has a ripple effect, we can learn to read these ripples therefore calculate what will result from the change.
Change Is Good News
I have been very aware of global news lately, mostly what has caught my attention is the drastic changes in weather, occurrence of earthquakes and floods. It seems the Earth is peaking in its detoxification.
I think many will take on the apocalyptic view of these changes especially after the recent news of mass animal deaths - which does paint a very end of the world kind of scene. This will be the view of those who are resistant to the changes - they will carry with them in these changes a lot of fear and this fear energy will be their fuel and reflect in their individual world. Then there is another view - one that is synonymous to the purpose of the Kundalini energy in the physical human body. I do prefer the latter view but it is not a simple matter of taste, for me it is fact as I see the energy working within me paving the way for a new birth I see the likeness of it on the Earth getting ready for renewal. I'm sure there are plenty of others going through K awakening who can feel that the earth also is going through a K awakening.
The cleansing is happening in all stages - levels that are hard to understand until we view it in its entirety.
Systems will be dying off - the biggest system that has tied down mankind to slavery is going to have its own death. We know this as the monetary system. I think this is one of the feelings that I've been getting which has de-motivated my business plans - any business plan is really money oriented and mine is no different. The economy is going bust and when that happens it is no longer about 'What do I want?' but more about 'What do I need?'. Most of the essential things that we need are free - air, water and mother nature's many gifts.
This brings me back to weather - what happens to the economy of a majorly developed country when it snows for days on end, or there is a major flood? The economy slows down, profit margins become alarmingly low, and many companies end up blaming the freak weather for it. What they don't see is the written word in the changes, they don't hear the voice in the elements - Earth and its many cells are being rewritten. The outcome will be poetry of unimaginable beauty and grace.
I think many will take on the apocalyptic view of these changes especially after the recent news of mass animal deaths - which does paint a very end of the world kind of scene. This will be the view of those who are resistant to the changes - they will carry with them in these changes a lot of fear and this fear energy will be their fuel and reflect in their individual world. Then there is another view - one that is synonymous to the purpose of the Kundalini energy in the physical human body. I do prefer the latter view but it is not a simple matter of taste, for me it is fact as I see the energy working within me paving the way for a new birth I see the likeness of it on the Earth getting ready for renewal. I'm sure there are plenty of others going through K awakening who can feel that the earth also is going through a K awakening.
The cleansing is happening in all stages - levels that are hard to understand until we view it in its entirety.
Systems will be dying off - the biggest system that has tied down mankind to slavery is going to have its own death. We know this as the monetary system. I think this is one of the feelings that I've been getting which has de-motivated my business plans - any business plan is really money oriented and mine is no different. The economy is going bust and when that happens it is no longer about 'What do I want?' but more about 'What do I need?'. Most of the essential things that we need are free - air, water and mother nature's many gifts.
This brings me back to weather - what happens to the economy of a majorly developed country when it snows for days on end, or there is a major flood? The economy slows down, profit margins become alarmingly low, and many companies end up blaming the freak weather for it. What they don't see is the written word in the changes, they don't hear the voice in the elements - Earth and its many cells are being rewritten. The outcome will be poetry of unimaginable beauty and grace.
Tuesday, 4 January 2011
Stuck Prana Or Something Else
Hemi-Sync Wave 2 - Intro to F12
At F12 became very conscious of the air that I was breathing in - tangible essence flowing in slowly, smoothly and deeply.
Waiting to exhale - no exhale, just inhalation with long pause and the more inhalation - I could feel an air ball in chest, pulsing. I panic. It is like a stuck feeling, a few times went deeper and got that falling feeling where the body jumps.
Maybe some of the prana met with a blockage, maybe the inhalations was drawing in prana for extreme legnths because it is working on something and I simply should not assume that something is wrong.
At F12 became very conscious of the air that I was breathing in - tangible essence flowing in slowly, smoothly and deeply.
Waiting to exhale - no exhale, just inhalation with long pause and the more inhalation - I could feel an air ball in chest, pulsing. I panic. It is like a stuck feeling, a few times went deeper and got that falling feeling where the body jumps.
Maybe some of the prana met with a blockage, maybe the inhalations was drawing in prana for extreme legnths because it is working on something and I simply should not assume that something is wrong.
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