By The Flames of Candle

Pre-experience thoughts...

I have wanted to experiment Salvia with lit candles for a while now. Want to illuminate area with as many candles as I can but for now I am sticking with one tea light candle, reason being I am too busy and the atmosphere is not quite right plus room is a crazy mess. For now I'm not sure why I've been drawn to the flame but I intend to just go with it. Hemi-sync has been on hold since last session though again I feel I might notice a connection with some changes revealed through Salvia. Previously in a Salvia session some time ago I discovered that this audio did something to the brain, in that ordinary functions remained, the brain was like a stitched garment and as the others tried to pull it apart it wasn't coming off. I do recall the others being startled by this.

The energy in the body, an unknown guest is still here don't think it will be going anywhere anytime soon will be certain to be observant particularly of this energy other than the flame and that there's no other intention. So, here I go...

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 Flame Illumination

Prior to last night experience so much going on in my mind. Ended up lighting 2 tea light candles, one in a jar and one without. The flame from the jar was wavering about and the one without was normal, still. Reflections of the rather nice relaxing ambient light was flickering on the wall, had my salt lamp on which added a vibrant feel to the atmosphere.

Started chewing the leaves, uggh too bitter worried it had expired or perhaps too much oxalic acid or something in this that is not good in long term use. Chewed very quickly thinking this is not going to work.  Enthralled with the hundred thoughts cycling in my head I suddenly remembered that I had taken the leaves and started to feel a little numbness around face and mouth.

I relax into it and the unfolding begins. First with closed eyes I am all around the physical environment, my house, other houses other people all around everything becomes too intense. I open eyes and there they are in the splatter of candle flame on the ceiling, dancing and moving. Upon witnessing this I excitedly realized I have just found another way to reveal this phenomena to other people. The candle jar is placed on a glass table and from my bed I see under the glass a being pulsing within the glass.

The thought crosses my mind I cannot tell anyone about this, for some reason they do not want too much revealed. I think they meant that I can't reveal how to see them, not that I can. It requires what most enlightened people have said - silence. The brain was operating on a completely other level because of a silence that I cannot describe - even though you can hear people and sounds become intense, silence was present.

Things got even more intense - couldn't keep my eyes open, felt like sharp cutting sensation within the body, it was strongest in the optic nerve effecting left eye. Brain was waving and I met beings rearranging the pattern of my brain.

Then I felt sensations around body, understand something about sexual experience - the act of it, the bliss and orgasm tingled my legs - energy was high.

I understood through the beings that everything I was living was my own doing, and I had the ability to draw into my life whatever I wanted. At this moment I could be thinking how I would like certain people to drop dead but knowing how powerful this state was I wished joy and happiness for all. I even put intention forth for one of my major goal in life right now.

I eventually blew out the candles and tried my best to shut down everything, just get the body to sleep. Upon waking up in the morning ecstatic warm feelings were present.

There might be some stuff I left out but for now this is what I clearly recall.