This morning dreamt that I was in the back of a van loaded with KFC meal boxes. I pig out on the fries and notice the KFC chicken pieces, I am tempted but remember the video clip I watched recently which was enough to put me off.
These food dreams are a great indication of what's going on with me right now - I rarely ever used to think about food let alone dream about it prior to changing my eating habits. Incredible how it turns out that I have an emotional attachment to food.
I can recall more dreams from this morning but they are so disturbing I don't even want to mention them here - they were sexually charged dreams. To be honest I wonder if those dreams happened the way I remember them, very odd.
Saturday, 27 March 2010
Friday, 26 March 2010
Sleep Paralysis and The Vegan Dream
Early this morning at 5ish am I attempted to AP, although I was very tired. Ended up in SP where there were surges of sexual energy. I tend to be very resistant to SPs, there is often an urge to move and tried to do so and some time later snapped out but incredibly groggy went straight back to sleep and had a dream that involved a vegan.
In the dream I am in the house of a woman who is preparing food in the kitchen, we're having a friendly chat. I can't remember the conversation much just clearly asking how long she's been a vegan. That question was the most lucid part of the dream, it was triggering me to be more alert and aware.
These vegan dreams seem significant considering how I've been fluctuating between vegetarianism and veganism.
In the dream I am in the house of a woman who is preparing food in the kitchen, we're having a friendly chat. I can't remember the conversation much just clearly asking how long she's been a vegan. That question was the most lucid part of the dream, it was triggering me to be more alert and aware.
These vegan dreams seem significant considering how I've been fluctuating between vegetarianism and veganism.
Tuesday, 23 March 2010
Head buzzer
At 6am I thought about APing but the prospect of getting another hour or so of sleep seemed more appropriate. Closed my eyes, relaxed easily. In this mild relaxed state there were images and sounds that when I opened my eyes to recall they seemed cryptic.
I closed eyes once again returning to that state, head started buzzing. Brain vibrating more on the left side. I was aware of drilling sounds, my teeth buzzed and chattered a little. This time I didn't focus on these sensational phenomena and just let it take its course. Ended up in different scenes with people that I know from this reality, however it was like I was meeting up with them in probable future situations.
In one scene, suddenly the head buzzing returns and I'm transported back to bed in this reality. The events don't seem worth mentioning, like in one situation my brother has a new cat who looks like the young version of his older cat. He has decided to give more importance over his new cat shunning away his older cat. I feel really bad about this. The kitties get heated up in a violent fight.
I closed eyes once again returning to that state, head started buzzing. Brain vibrating more on the left side. I was aware of drilling sounds, my teeth buzzed and chattered a little. This time I didn't focus on these sensational phenomena and just let it take its course. Ended up in different scenes with people that I know from this reality, however it was like I was meeting up with them in probable future situations.
In one scene, suddenly the head buzzing returns and I'm transported back to bed in this reality. The events don't seem worth mentioning, like in one situation my brother has a new cat who looks like the young version of his older cat. He has decided to give more importance over his new cat shunning away his older cat. I feel really bad about this. The kitties get heated up in a violent fight.
Star Gazed Dream
Last night I fell asleep staring out at a glimmering star. I wondered briefly what effect it may have on dreams.
Interestingly I ended up having quite a lot of dreams, but the one I recalled clearly was the last dream which was most lucid.
The Cake Lovers
It starts off by a woman reclining on her bed thinking deeply about something. Then a man sits beside her whom she is quite happy to see. They are both very attractive. The man leans forward to embrace her, they seem to be holding each other for the longest time while at the same moment I'm feeling bubbling emotions and I feel that this is true love.
The man brings out a scrap book, inside are spectacular looking cakes. The young lady is so delighted to see this.
The scene changes fast. There is a woman in a silver dance costume surrounded in a crowd, she seems to be deeply staring at something. I follow her gaze to a man wearing a King of playing cards costume which I figured out because he had actual playing cards of the king stuck on the sleeves. I think I was in a las vegas casino or a circus. They swiftly approached each other and I finally recognized these two as the couple from the previous scene while at the same time those bubbling emotions were present. I realize this is how and where they met.
Flash forward to another scene, I am watching news on tv and there is a commentary about a woman who creates not only the most delicious cakes but the most artistic beautiful inspiring cakes. This woman appears on the screen, she is the young lady from the previous scenes - still beautiful and youthful. She is always smiling, she reveals her latest creation, it is a gigantic cake with all kinds of art adorning it and for some weird reason it's in a bathtub. She mentions how she loves to suprise people with her creations, it brings her great joy when others are uplifted. This woman appears very famous and wealthy now. I wondered where the man is who had once embraced her so lovingly. There was no mention of him, I think perhaps that after her fame and fortune she tossed him aside. This probability began to make me feel really deeply, and I felt utterly crushed. I started hoping and praying that my assumptions were wrong. Finally the commentary reveals that the womans inspiration is her husband, who briefly appears on the screen which I am so relieved and glad to be aware of.
Just before I woke up from this dream another very interesting event took place but I will have a hard time describing it because it was something that perhaps my brain was not designed to register in ordinary senses. All I can describe is that there were light elements of different vibrant shades starting with white, flashing and bright. I got the sense that I was made of this same energy - it was an inner knowing and I was shown that each element preceded another only to unite and disperse into creation.
Woke up at 5am staring out through the window. I shall try this star gazing again.
Interestingly I ended up having quite a lot of dreams, but the one I recalled clearly was the last dream which was most lucid.
The Cake Lovers
It starts off by a woman reclining on her bed thinking deeply about something. Then a man sits beside her whom she is quite happy to see. They are both very attractive. The man leans forward to embrace her, they seem to be holding each other for the longest time while at the same moment I'm feeling bubbling emotions and I feel that this is true love.
The man brings out a scrap book, inside are spectacular looking cakes. The young lady is so delighted to see this.
The scene changes fast. There is a woman in a silver dance costume surrounded in a crowd, she seems to be deeply staring at something. I follow her gaze to a man wearing a King of playing cards costume which I figured out because he had actual playing cards of the king stuck on the sleeves. I think I was in a las vegas casino or a circus. They swiftly approached each other and I finally recognized these two as the couple from the previous scene while at the same time those bubbling emotions were present. I realize this is how and where they met.
Flash forward to another scene, I am watching news on tv and there is a commentary about a woman who creates not only the most delicious cakes but the most artistic beautiful inspiring cakes. This woman appears on the screen, she is the young lady from the previous scenes - still beautiful and youthful. She is always smiling, she reveals her latest creation, it is a gigantic cake with all kinds of art adorning it and for some weird reason it's in a bathtub. She mentions how she loves to suprise people with her creations, it brings her great joy when others are uplifted. This woman appears very famous and wealthy now. I wondered where the man is who had once embraced her so lovingly. There was no mention of him, I think perhaps that after her fame and fortune she tossed him aside. This probability began to make me feel really deeply, and I felt utterly crushed. I started hoping and praying that my assumptions were wrong. Finally the commentary reveals that the womans inspiration is her husband, who briefly appears on the screen which I am so relieved and glad to be aware of.
Just before I woke up from this dream another very interesting event took place but I will have a hard time describing it because it was something that perhaps my brain was not designed to register in ordinary senses. All I can describe is that there were light elements of different vibrant shades starting with white, flashing and bright. I got the sense that I was made of this same energy - it was an inner knowing and I was shown that each element preceded another only to unite and disperse into creation.
Woke up at 5am staring out through the window. I shall try this star gazing again.
Monday, 22 March 2010
The Essenes
I've been reading about the Essenes and their teachings and it has had a really positive enlightening effect on me. For starters it has confirmed some of my own feeling regarding my lifestyle and the importance of spirituality having a material embodiment.
The Essenes
I've been reading about the Essenes and their teachings and it has had a really positive enlightening effect on me. For starters it has confirmed some of my own feeling regarding my lifestyle and the importance of spirituality having a material embodiment.
Sunday, 21 March 2010
Who you gonna call?
There are just too many devas, fairies, archangels, gods, goddesses and other members of the divine force that it can become very confusing exactly who to call.
Each energy has their own profession, there are some who are experts at clairvoyance ability and others who are experts in finance or prosperity.
What I have realized is that I need to get more clear about what I need assistance with and then I will know who to call.
The what is imperative.
Each energy has their own profession, there are some who are experts at clairvoyance ability and others who are experts in finance or prosperity.
What I have realized is that I need to get more clear about what I need assistance with and then I will know who to call.
The what is imperative.
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