Projecting Physical Senses

Right ear started buzzing quite annoyingly, it felt like it was my ear drum. I began visualizing things I'd like to experience in order to distract myself from the ear buzzing. Lost consciousness in a fraction of a second. I was then in my kitchen where I found 3 large saucepans filled with rice and then I couldn't remember getting out of bed at which point I realized I was having a false awakening.

When projecting I usually do not bother to walk or do anything normal. This time I walked to the garden door without feeling heavy or stuck to the ground. I opened the door with my hands rather than just walking straight through it. As I walked out I felt the wind blow across my skin and I was breathing in and out. There was a nice pleasant smell. My garden is in an undesirable state which looked identical to the one in reality.

I began thinking of all the plants I knew of, some I created with my wild imagination. In an instant they began appearing nicely arranged in my garden. This was great and I was just smiling all the way throughout.

Across my garden is another row of houses with adjoining gardens. I flew across wanting to see what the other garden looks like. The only thing I've seen in reality in this garden opposite mine is a large shed and a door with broken window. When I flew across everything was beginning to get hazy and dark I felt at that moment that I'm only seeing what I'm expecting to see and if I don't expect to see anything I probably wouldn't. So I began expecting to see plant pots and so on. I flew higher to get a better view of the garden, there were plant pots as I expected.

I somehow woke up from this closed my eyes to try it again. My right ear was buzzing even more annoyingly. I wanted to really do it again but ended up forcing myself out of it.

The buzzing itself did not hurt, it's just one of those annoying internal sensations that just feel so weird.

Another Phasing

Woke up at 6 am, couldn't sleep so I thought about projecting. However, I didn't care as much about projecting as I did about getting enough sleep. So I induced sleep instead but ended up with sleep paralysis. I noticed I was able to move my arms so I grabbed the edge of my bed and for some reason held on tight. I'm not sure if I was semi paralysed or I was half out. As I held on tight my head was vibrating and I felt the vibration was causing my brain to expand and contract, this sensation was pleasant.

Everything was of course dark, the way many of my projections start off. I began visualizing scenes which involved beaches and mountainous views. Then images began flashing before me, but they were not what I visualized. In fact I can't remember much about the images because they were flashing by faster than the speed of light. These images had a golden glow around them which would sometimes blend into a light shade of blue. The colours of the images were vibrant. I remember at some point I slowed things down and was seeing dolls, china dolls.

After a while of this something amazing happened. Everything just froze, all time seemed to have stopped. I was viewing a metal pole and then I became it. I was the pole. It's hard to explain it in words what that felt like but it was a very interesting experience. Next time, hopefully it will last longer.

Snowy screen

I woke up early morning and after 5 mins I closed my eyes. Behind my closed eye lids there was a snowy screen (The kind you get with TV reception problems). I was very aware of it. I opened my eyes and was still seeing the snowyness but it was transparent, I was also able to see my bedroom through it.

I closed my eyes expecting more, instead I fell asleep having several vivid dreams.

5 Projections and a meeting

Woke up 5:00 am then went back to sleep by 6:00 am - I seem to be doing this a lot lately.

I projected about 5 times and had no body vibrations. Each time I projected I had mobility problems and would start projecting all over again. I'd either sink through the floors or everything would just go dark. With each try I tried moving until my last projection I would glide around my house that looked very different. There were more rooms. I entered each room, they all looked the same. These rooms were empty. I started visualizing things I would like to see in these rooms but nothing seemed to work. This would've normally left me frustrated but I didn't even attempt to project.

I gave up trying to make things appear and somehow ended up in a room full of several people. Seemed like a meeting. I can't remember much about what was discussed since it's now vague. At some point a woman walked in, she looked like she was limping. Everyone fell silent and looked up at her. She was very pretty, I thought she might be a model.

Went on having several vivid dreams.

Channel Tuning

I had those really intense vibrations again. My right ear was buzzing and vibrating and felt like it was about to pop. This time I remained calm instead of trying to force myself out of it. It was dark at first and then I thought I saw an outline of a person. I assumed that it must be my spirit guide or higher self since I've been intending to visit either one of them. Then I got myself worried thinking it might be something evil. I realize I don't interact much with other beings or even people in the astral and this might have a lot to do with this fear of mine. I guess I'm just not ready yet.

I began floating which I enjoyed and is always fun. My body and ear was still vibrating and buzzing. Then it intensified until I felt like I was the vibration. I was thinking of the collective consciousness Abraham channeled by Esther Hicks. They mention that we are vibrational beings and that everything is a vibration. At that moment I knew exactly what they meant.

The vibrations were now comfortable and felt rather soothing although the buzzing in my ears were still a bit annoying and quite persistent. The outline of the person that I thought could be my spirit guide transformed into scrambled letters. It was a word that began with P. At first I thought it said 'Please' and after a while it seemed to spell 'Praise'. Then the lines transformed into frequency waves. It seemed like I was tuning a TV screen. I saw a person wearing red seated on a chair staring down at their iPod. The frequency waves came into view followed by a change of scene. I was now watching a clip of Rugrats. Then the frequency waves came again. Then a new scene. I could see the outline of a plant pot in a dim hallway - reminded me of the hallways in Resident Evil.

I woke up after this. My body was still slightly vibrating and there was a pressure in the middle of my forehead. I think I was out for about 5 mins.

Out and bouts of sleep paralysis

This morning I woke up at 5:00 am did a quick breathing exercise and fell asleep at around 6:00 am. I hear my niece calling me in a soft whisper several times, I wonder why she would be calling me when she's not sleeping in my room. I begin floating 180 degrees then facing my window. I'm not trying to go out or do anything, it's just all taking place without my will power. I just flow with it by the time I try to get out of the window I don't expect anything and all is dark, like I'm in the void. Here I think about where I would like to go. I think of tropical islands but soon wake up catching my breath as though I were deprived of oxygen for hours. I imagine that's how being resuscitated feels like.

It seems niece was sleeping in the spare bed in my room. I asked her if she was calling me earlier on. She didn't. I slept in today, the whole morning. In between hours I woke up in the SP state. I estimate I was in the SP state for a total of 6 or 8 times.

Popworld - 17th Sept 2007

Went back to sleep at 7:30 am. Mild body vibes then floated upwards to the ceiling. I could clearly see the texture of the ceiling. I was spinning 360 degrees. Feeling somewhat dizzy I kept closing my eyes and the open eyes to phsyical and with the blink of an eye went back to astral. I stayed calm and passive. Suddenly I hear a tune, it's Shakira singing 'La tortura' in my head. Then a screen appeared before me. Britney Spears giving an interview. She's talking about P Diddy saying she will sing about him and in her song instead of saying P Diddy she will say U Diddy. Then she says something about J Lo which I can't remember.