I had those really intense vibrations again. My right ear was buzzing and vibrating and felt like it was about to pop. This time I remained calm instead of trying to force myself out of it. It was dark at first and then I thought I saw an outline of a person. I assumed that it must be my spirit guide or higher self since I've been intending to visit either one of them. Then I got myself worried thinking it might be something evil. I realize I don't interact much with other beings or even people in the astral and this might have a lot to do with this fear of mine. I guess I'm just not ready yet.
I began floating which I enjoyed and is always fun. My body and ear was still vibrating and buzzing. Then it intensified until I felt like I was the vibration. I was thinking of the collective consciousness Abraham channeled by Esther Hicks. They mention that we are vibrational beings and that everything is a vibration. At that moment I knew exactly what they meant.
The vibrations were now comfortable and felt rather soothing although the buzzing in my ears were still a bit annoying and quite persistent. The outline of the person that I thought could be my spirit guide transformed into scrambled letters. It was a word that began with P. At first I thought it said 'Please' and after a while it seemed to spell 'Praise'. Then the lines transformed into frequency waves. It seemed like I was tuning a TV screen. I saw a person wearing red seated on a chair staring down at their iPod. The frequency waves came into view followed by a change of scene. I was now watching a clip of Rugrats. Then the frequency waves came again. Then a new scene. I could see the outline of a plant pot in a dim hallway - reminded me of the hallways in Resident Evil.
I woke up after this. My body was still slightly vibrating and there was a pressure in the middle of my forehead. I think I was out for about 5 mins.
Wednesday, 10 October 2007
Thursday, 4 October 2007
Out and bouts of sleep paralysis
This morning I woke up at 5:00 am did a quick breathing exercise and fell asleep at around 6:00 am. I hear my niece calling me in a soft whisper several times, I wonder why she would be calling me when she's not sleeping in my room. I begin floating 180 degrees then facing my window. I'm not trying to go out or do anything, it's just all taking place without my will power. I just flow with it by the time I try to get out of the window I don't expect anything and all is dark, like I'm in the void. Here I think about where I would like to go. I think of tropical islands but soon wake up catching my breath as though I were deprived of oxygen for hours. I imagine that's how being resuscitated feels like.
It seems niece was sleeping in the spare bed in my room. I asked her if she was calling me earlier on. She didn't. I slept in today, the whole morning. In between hours I woke up in the SP state. I estimate I was in the SP state for a total of 6 or 8 times.
It seems niece was sleeping in the spare bed in my room. I asked her if she was calling me earlier on. She didn't. I slept in today, the whole morning. In between hours I woke up in the SP state. I estimate I was in the SP state for a total of 6 or 8 times.
Popworld - 17th Sept 2007
Went back to sleep at 7:30 am. Mild body vibes then floated upwards to the ceiling. I could clearly see the texture of the ceiling. I was spinning 360 degrees. Feeling somewhat dizzy I kept closing my eyes and the open eyes to phsyical and with the blink of an eye went back to astral. I stayed calm and passive. Suddenly I hear a tune, it's Shakira singing 'La tortura' in my head. Then a screen appeared before me. Britney Spears giving an interview. She's talking about P Diddy saying she will sing about him and in her song instead of saying P Diddy she will say U Diddy. Then she says something about J Lo which I can't remember.
At Cousins - 16th Sept 2007
I projected to my cousins house, looks pretty much the same in reality. My Cousins wife was in the dining room. I began touching her sofa and felt the velvet texture it was extremely real. Then I felt the walls, lumpy texture. It made the whole experience so clear. I went out in the streets nearby - it was a lot different. More shops and people. I was just flying around. Nothing new really, but flying just never gets old.
Wasted Opportunity - 28th Aug 2007
Around 7ish AM I tried to sleep for a bit longer. My body began vibrating but it was the most intense in my head. I had the feeling that my ears were about to buzz and pop and in order to avoid it I was forcing myself to get out. I had vibrations and mild buzzing in ears before but this experience was the most uncomfortable. I woke up realizing I should've just went with the flow.
First time Astral Phasing - 7th Aug 2007
The day before this projection I went Thorpe Park, stayed there the whole day going on ride after ride. By the time I got home I was completely out of it. I was menstruating which made my body amplify in pain. I have noticed that if you spend your day doing strenuous activity it is so easy projecting of course I wouldn't advise it just to project, relaxing with a bit of patience works well too.
The projection - I woke up at 3:00 am, l began trying to fall back to sleep and noticed sparks and lines in the darkness of my closed eyes. They seemed like electrical currents. Then I was noticing - and this is key to astral phasing. You don't necessarily participate or focus on the what you see and hear or feel. What you do is you simply notice what's going on around you but remain passive. In other words you don't react to what's going on.
I heard voices, there were several. Above me were sheets of papers - perhaps it was a booklet. I couldn't read it. The voices sounded like they were mumbling. One voice was doing a countdown and the others joined in, it sounded like they were chanting. Then they spoke of rules and principles. I couldn't tell if they were talking to me, and if they were they seriously need to find better ways to get my attention rather than mumbling a bunch of rules.
I remembered not to focus too much and just flowed with the experience. At this point everything just warped into another scene. The scenes were changing so fast I was viewing at least 20 scenes per second. I can only remember some of them.
Scene 1 - I'm in a room where there are various clocks. Old fashioned clocks, modern clocks, digital clocks and every other types there are. The times were different on each clock.
Scene 2 - I step inside a nice cosy house, for some reason it feels so familiar. I get this feeling that it's my home in another dimension. Soon there is a woman walking by, I never saw her face. From the back she looked a lot like me, same figure and hair. I was calling out to her but she began to run. The more I tried contacting her the more faster she was running. I assumed she was afraid, perhaps she thought I was a ghost or just maybe she was a figment of my imagination.
Scene 5 - I see my reflection in the mirror and smile.
Woke up a few times in the SP state then went on having a number of vivid dreams.
The projection - I woke up at 3:00 am, l began trying to fall back to sleep and noticed sparks and lines in the darkness of my closed eyes. They seemed like electrical currents. Then I was noticing - and this is key to astral phasing. You don't necessarily participate or focus on the what you see and hear or feel. What you do is you simply notice what's going on around you but remain passive. In other words you don't react to what's going on.
I heard voices, there were several. Above me were sheets of papers - perhaps it was a booklet. I couldn't read it. The voices sounded like they were mumbling. One voice was doing a countdown and the others joined in, it sounded like they were chanting. Then they spoke of rules and principles. I couldn't tell if they were talking to me, and if they were they seriously need to find better ways to get my attention rather than mumbling a bunch of rules.
I remembered not to focus too much and just flowed with the experience. At this point everything just warped into another scene. The scenes were changing so fast I was viewing at least 20 scenes per second. I can only remember some of them.
Scene 1 - I'm in a room where there are various clocks. Old fashioned clocks, modern clocks, digital clocks and every other types there are. The times were different on each clock.
Scene 2 - I step inside a nice cosy house, for some reason it feels so familiar. I get this feeling that it's my home in another dimension. Soon there is a woman walking by, I never saw her face. From the back she looked a lot like me, same figure and hair. I was calling out to her but she began to run. The more I tried contacting her the more faster she was running. I assumed she was afraid, perhaps she thought I was a ghost or just maybe she was a figment of my imagination.
Scene 5 - I see my reflection in the mirror and smile.
Woke up a few times in the SP state then went on having a number of vivid dreams.
A Holosync Induced Projection - 26th April 2007
For a few days I had been listening to Holosync audio and then had this experience.
I woke up in the morning, did some breathing exercise, affirmations and intending a projection. Nothing was happening for quite long so I gave up and let sleep take over. I then opened my eyes and was having SP. I noticed how my body was in an unnatural position but drew my attention away from it as that hinders the projection.
Soon I am going in and out of projection. I woke up thinking I won't be able to go back to sleep now - still had hours of sleep left.
I did fall back to sleep and had the most intense vibrations in my head. I thought my head was going to implode. There was a blockage feeling in my ear. Then a bong sound went off - sounded similar to the sounds in the holosync audio, in fact I remember hearing it the night before in one audio. Then a female voice said 'You and I are no longer in vibrational alignment'. This reminded of the collective consciousness 'Abraham' channeled by Esther Hicks. The voice was talking quite a lot and sounded to authorative that I just chose to ignore what she was saying. I guess I was afraid of internalizing what was said.
I went on to have an infinite number of vivid dreams.
Listening to Holosync and combining that with an astral projection method can increase your chances of projecting. Unfortunately for me I just don't have enough patience listening to it.
I woke up in the morning, did some breathing exercise, affirmations and intending a projection. Nothing was happening for quite long so I gave up and let sleep take over. I then opened my eyes and was having SP. I noticed how my body was in an unnatural position but drew my attention away from it as that hinders the projection.
Soon I am going in and out of projection. I woke up thinking I won't be able to go back to sleep now - still had hours of sleep left.
I did fall back to sleep and had the most intense vibrations in my head. I thought my head was going to implode. There was a blockage feeling in my ear. Then a bong sound went off - sounded similar to the sounds in the holosync audio, in fact I remember hearing it the night before in one audio. Then a female voice said 'You and I are no longer in vibrational alignment'. This reminded of the collective consciousness 'Abraham' channeled by Esther Hicks. The voice was talking quite a lot and sounded to authorative that I just chose to ignore what she was saying. I guess I was afraid of internalizing what was said.
I went on to have an infinite number of vivid dreams.
Listening to Holosync and combining that with an astral projection method can increase your chances of projecting. Unfortunately for me I just don't have enough patience listening to it.
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